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I made that last entry so only I could see it.
I meant to do it last night.
So sorry, if you already read it.
It's really my own issues. And nobody needs to know. But if you did read it, don't spread it.
Thanks.
I miss my friends.
Some of them have pushed me away.
That made me push the remianing away.
It's weird awkward logic, but I barely answer the phone anymore, I'm always invisible or away on AIM, and I'd rather stay home than go out.
Except for some people, and they're usually the ones who don't deserve it.
I wish I could see Zach, or Brendan, or Angela. They are spectacular human beings.
Yvette came over today with this amazing food she made. She's in the catering business, so her food is always excellent. I ate it and watched a movie with her and my mom for as long as I could stand being in the room, and then I went on a walk, and layed in the grass down the street forever.
I've been cooking and cleaning and driving places for everybody non-stop.
I barely have time to sleep.
GAHHHH. I'm so selfish.
I am sick of people complaining, including myself.
You know, if your mom is in the hospital, it's supposed to be that way.
If your grandpa dies, it's supposed to be that way.
Yeah, it sucks. But you have to deal with it.
Complaining won't help. So I'm sorry about it. I wish everyone else would stop too.
I am leaving for Pennsylvania tomorrow.
Take care.
I meant to do it last night.
So sorry, if you already read it.
It's really my own issues. And nobody needs to know. But if you did read it, don't spread it.
Thanks.
I miss my friends.
Some of them have pushed me away.
That made me push the remianing away.
It's weird awkward logic, but I barely answer the phone anymore, I'm always invisible or away on AIM, and I'd rather stay home than go out.
Except for some people, and they're usually the ones who don't deserve it.
I wish I could see Zach, or Brendan, or Angela. They are spectacular human beings.
Yvette came over today with this amazing food she made. She's in the catering business, so her food is always excellent. I ate it and watched a movie with her and my mom for as long as I could stand being in the room, and then I went on a walk, and layed in the grass down the street forever.
I've been cooking and cleaning and driving places for everybody non-stop.
I barely have time to sleep.
GAHHHH. I'm so selfish.
I am sick of people complaining, including myself.
You know, if your mom is in the hospital, it's supposed to be that way.
If your grandpa dies, it's supposed to be that way.
Yeah, it sucks. But you have to deal with it.
Complaining won't help. So I'm sorry about it. I wish everyone else would stop too.
I am leaving for Pennsylvania tomorrow.
Take care.