Feb 08, 2009 23:43
attitude is everything, lets forget i said all those depressing things- or wait, no, that's not right either. ya gotta get down to get back up again. so then, respect.
62 pages of proofreading, done! ya!
friday was the ringbahn party. 400 people dressed in santa claus costumes with sound systems built into suitcases on wheels taking over train after train all night long. why santa? no idea. yes. it were awesome. the police couldn't stop us and we rolled right along until we ran into football hooligans at 3am, santas vs. berlin herta fans, it wasn't pretty. then the police arrested a bunch of people.
last night private basement party, better djs than last time playing some nice nice minimal. home at 5am. work at 12, just got home at 11pm. it's been a bit rough...
fact: poland has some delicious tofu stuff with instructions that i can't decipher.
i figured out what one of my problems has been. that change the world spirit had left me and i was feeling too weak to do anything. that is certainly going back to where it was, i'm suddenly seized with the impulse to go to israel or sri lanka, switzerland for those international talks, and the disillusionment of betrayal is melting away.
the sky does not turn blue, in the morning a deep violet hue slowly recedes to translucent white. on the train you see the sky and the river, frozen, are exactly the same color; icy, cracked, reflecting each other.