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death and destruction. the ausländerbehörde hates me. actually they just hate my insurance. oh well. two more months and a proper visa will happen, till then i have a little folded paper in my passport explaining my existence.
california was ups and downs. i'm glad i got to see you. yes you. you know who you are. i'm sorry i didn't get to see you more.
licensed to ill. i mean be ill. and not in the cool mofo way. more like in the bronchitis way.
ugh. but i have my lust for life back. yes, it was waning just a bit because i had not much to fight against, had encountered the mundane rituals of domesticity and embraced and hated them, stared at those misunderstanding folks the way you do when you know you can't get them to see what you're saying. i could have cried, where had all the piracy gone? but now i see where it was, just hiding, little fuzzy ears poking out maybe half an inch- things are getting harder now with good reason: i need something always to overcome, i just forget sometimes that i myself am also included in there.
to the Humbolt Universität! to the Universität der Kunst! i know what i want to do now!
california was ups and downs. i'm glad i got to see you. yes you. you know who you are. i'm sorry i didn't get to see you more.
licensed to ill. i mean be ill. and not in the cool mofo way. more like in the bronchitis way.
ugh. but i have my lust for life back. yes, it was waning just a bit because i had not much to fight against, had encountered the mundane rituals of domesticity and embraced and hated them, stared at those misunderstanding folks the way you do when you know you can't get them to see what you're saying. i could have cried, where had all the piracy gone? but now i see where it was, just hiding, little fuzzy ears poking out maybe half an inch- things are getting harder now with good reason: i need something always to overcome, i just forget sometimes that i myself am also included in there.
to the Humbolt Universität! to the Universität der Kunst! i know what i want to do now!