Aug 31, 2007 00:43
so i've been in a good mood lately.
i'm not really taking things to heart.
i'm letting go of things.
i'm experiencing things.
i'm carefree and worry free.
but every single one of my current circle of close friends right now, at this moment, are unhappy. all of them. and i can't fix it. one of them won't talk to me about anything. i hate hearing from others about his problems. he's my best friend, he should tell me things.
and i also hate that i've kept things from him. so i'm a hypocrite. i hate that.
the other friend doesn't know what's going on.
one can't control a situation.
and the last one cant deal with people.
and i'm not good at comforting, apparently.
and this deflates my happy mood.
I WANT TO BE HAPPY