May 24, 2007 22:19
so i'm upset.
and you're the one i would turn to since i can't turn to her.
since she's the cause of my being upset.
but you're involved.
and i can't turn to you. i want to drive with someone.
but i need gas.
and i need someone to drive with.
but you, the readers, are off at college.
or probably wont read this for a few days.
and in any case, you wouldn't be able to meet me anywhere.
i need something.
i need something something that isn't her or him.
something.
i want out of scv.
now.
out of school and out of scv.
i want to feel stable again.
good lord i just want to die.