i'm ok.
i'm not saying it to reassure myself or make myself believe it. i'm honestly fine and i'm over him?
that will change tuesday when i see him and i seek my closure and make sure he understands a few things. i may still feel something, which is expected, but it wont be as strong.
we're better off as friends i guess. and if it's meant to be, then it'll happen later in life.
he really changed me the last two years of highschool and i can't hate him because of it. he's been such a big part of my life that i can't be bitter about our break up. it was going to happen and i regret that i didn't bring it up sooner. the last two weeks were hell. but i do not regret anything we did or shared or felt. i'm glad we had what we had. i could have missed the pain, but i would've had to miss the dance :)
Looking back on the memory of
The dance we shared 'neath the stars above
For a moment all the world was right
How could I have known that you'd ever say goodbye
And now I'm glad I didn't know
The way it all would end the way it all would go
Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain
But I'd have had to miss the dance
Holding you I held everything
For a moment wasn't I a king
But if I'd only known how the king would fall
Hey who's to say you know I might have changed it all
And now I'm glad I didn't know
The way it all would end the way it all would go
Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain
But I'd have had to miss the dance
Yes my life is better left to chance
I could have missed the pain but I'd have had to miss the dance
i'm not saying it to reassure myself or make myself believe it. i'm honestly fine and i'm over him?
that will change tuesday when i see him and i seek my closure and make sure he understands a few things. i may still feel something, which is expected, but it wont be as strong.
we're better off as friends i guess. and if it's meant to be, then it'll happen later in life.
he really changed me the last two years of highschool and i can't hate him because of it. he's been such a big part of my life that i can't be bitter about our break up. it was going to happen and i regret that i didn't bring it up sooner. the last two weeks were hell. but i do not regret anything we did or shared or felt. i'm glad we had what we had. i could have missed the pain, but i would've had to miss the dance :)
Looking back on the memory of
The dance we shared 'neath the stars above
For a moment all the world was right
How could I have known that you'd ever say goodbye
And now I'm glad I didn't know
The way it all would end the way it all would go
Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain
But I'd have had to miss the dance
Holding you I held everything
For a moment wasn't I a king
But if I'd only known how the king would fall
Hey who's to say you know I might have changed it all
And now I'm glad I didn't know
The way it all would end the way it all would go
Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain
But I'd have had to miss the dance
Yes my life is better left to chance
I could have missed the pain but I'd have had to miss the dance