here's what happens when . . .

[dance_for_rain]

my emotions get the best of my and i have a guitar at my dispense.

You're not who I thought,
You're not what I want.
But you're perfect in my mind.
Am I what you need,
Am I what you want?
Please tell me so I can get on with my life
Can get on with myself . . . Can't keep waiting for you to give in

We had the chance, now it's gone
and I'm falling apart before you.
Make it end, make it stop
before I go insane.
When you're there, I'm okay. I can drag my thoughts away from you.
You're not there, I'm insane. You drive me to hate who I am

Hate. You drive me to hate who I am.

I'd give you my life
I gave you my tears.
I guess that my love turned out blind.
I'm not good enough, just not good enough.
I've taken the fall for you too many times
-Look how I've been betrayed. . . Gotta get you out of my mind.

We had the chance, now it's gone
and I'm falling apart before you.
Make it end, make it stop
before I go insane.
When you're there I'm okay, I can drag my thoughts away from you.
You're not there, I'm insane.
You drive me to hate who I am.

Don't wanna be your fallen star
Now I know who you really are.
Don't wanna be your fallen star.
Now I know how you really are.

We had the chance, now it's gone
and I'm falling apart before you.
Make it end, make it stop
before I go insane.
When you're there, I'm okay. I can drag my thoughts away from you.
You're not there, I'm insane. You drive me to hate who I am.

Hate. Hate. Drive me to hate who I am.
Hate, I hate. You drive me to hate who I am.

© Emma Smith 2006