ohh mann ..
So those are the only words to describe today.
im in a really pissed off mood. my parents took away my car until i get my grades up. the fucking defiencies came today. and they dont care that i have a B in English, Math AND Biology (math which ive failed twice, english and bio which i have had D's in all year, and all last year) all they care about are the two D's i have in Spanish and World History. fuck. there goes my next few weekends.
and now they have decided that they ant giving my sister my car, and im nto getting a new one. and i have to go to heritage next year. my dad isnt "in the mood" to talk about boarding school.
AND, i dont have doors in my room. they took them off 2 weeks ago to paint them. seriously, how long duz it take to paint doors? -- haha, right when i typed that, my mom came in my room and started putting the hinges back on. haha. so i have 1 less thing to complain about.
things to be upset about:
no doors
cant find my 2nd season of the OC
my parents cant decide on anything
including wheather they are together or not.
we are out of bagels
i dont have a car
ryan dunavents friend stole my pipe
i cant find anyone to cover my shift fridya night for my date
things to be happy about:
i got my nails done and a pedicure yesterday
i ahvea date this weekend
rachel and i are going to be special while making "turtles"
sarah is going to join us =]
i might ahve a photo shoot with sarah =]
i can watch the OC and be on my laptop at the same time
i resorted to bagel bites
i still have a chance of going to boarding school
i still have a chance of getting a new car
my mom is on the phone with my camera company getting me a new video camera becausse the fuckign warranty company has been giving her a hard time for 5 months now. shes pissed.
its cold this week =]
im straightening my hair and putting on make up tomorrow
im going to forget that my life is faling apart
i have a date
ryan dunavents an asshole
i love marajuana
i have some in my car
i have to go take it out so my mom/ sister doesnt see it if they drive it (since i no longer do)
i am only smoking 3 times a month. no joke.
im going to eat. 3 meals a day.
im going to clean my room.
now.
good bye.
love you all ♥