it's been a really long time
The last time I wrote in this TJ was about 9 months old and just starting to walk. Now he runs and climbs, gives hugs and kisses, calls me mamma and bites and pulls hair. Wow my little man is growing up so quickly. My life seems to be going ok, I'm still working for Dr. juaneza with the possibility of starting a new job in a few weeks, I'm coaching a cheerleading team for the local rec, and i'm still dancing. I'm dating a great guy, chris. grant it he and i have made a lot of mistakes already, but it's still new. He has opened his heart and home to me and tj. His family is great and I can't wait to hang out with his younger sister. he makes me laugh and he lets me beat him up lol. Then yesterday and tonight happened....
so i ran into his ex at the mall and a mutual friend of me and her proceeded to tell her who i was. Well she started running her mouth and i just brushed it off the best i could. Then she calls chris and starts running her mouth to chris and threatening to use the apartment key she was supposed to return months ago to come and take Chris' cat! come people don't threaten to take someone's cat, especially when you know the cat is family to the owner. Well because of the treat, chris gets someone to come sit at the apartment. Well the person left apparently and the cat was still here. When i got here, the cat was gone! I can't believe she would do that to him! that cat was his whole life. He was growing on me, not that i don't like cats it's an allergy issue. My son adored that cat and is now heartbroken that the cat isn't here.
so i know it's not my fault, but I can't help but blame myself for this whole situation. i knew i should have come over earlier then i did. I shouldn't have waited to leave that house till 7:30. I knew i should have come earlier. Chris needed me to be here, even though he didn't know it at the time, and i let him down. I didn't make her come and steal the cat, but i could have prevented this. Chris is heartbroken and it's my fault! if this realtionship last longer then the next few weeks because of this, i wouldn't be suprised, i caused the man to lose his cat. It's the equivalent of me losing tj. damn what a fucked up night. If anyone has any thoughts or solutions to the situation let me know. And please pray that Jericho comes home safe!
so i ran into his ex at the mall and a mutual friend of me and her proceeded to tell her who i was. Well she started running her mouth and i just brushed it off the best i could. Then she calls chris and starts running her mouth to chris and threatening to use the apartment key she was supposed to return months ago to come and take Chris' cat! come people don't threaten to take someone's cat, especially when you know the cat is family to the owner. Well because of the treat, chris gets someone to come sit at the apartment. Well the person left apparently and the cat was still here. When i got here, the cat was gone! I can't believe she would do that to him! that cat was his whole life. He was growing on me, not that i don't like cats it's an allergy issue. My son adored that cat and is now heartbroken that the cat isn't here.
so i know it's not my fault, but I can't help but blame myself for this whole situation. i knew i should have come over earlier then i did. I shouldn't have waited to leave that house till 7:30. I knew i should have come earlier. Chris needed me to be here, even though he didn't know it at the time, and i let him down. I didn't make her come and steal the cat, but i could have prevented this. Chris is heartbroken and it's my fault! if this realtionship last longer then the next few weeks because of this, i wouldn't be suprised, i caused the man to lose his cat. It's the equivalent of me losing tj. damn what a fucked up night. If anyone has any thoughts or solutions to the situation let me know. And please pray that Jericho comes home safe!