Trodden over
It saddens me how I have now realized that however much I may do for a friends, there are very few who will reciprocate just as much back to me. My relationships with people are driftig lately not becasue were in a fight or because of distance wise, (Im actually closer to those further away) but because of Romance. Yes. Romance. That word sickens me. Every friend seems to be liking one another while I'm left out here in the dust to be trodden all over. I know that when this happens , nothing will ever stay the same. let my create a scenario for you: Friend 1 and Friend 2 meet each other (b.c. of me possibly). Become freinds. Hang out more. feelings arise. Talk about feelings with me. Ask me to help. Me as stupid as a I am get caught in between. Later after getting together there is a terrible break up. Both come to who??? yes you guessed right... me. Hearing two sided verbal comments. Both asking for advice. Me stuck in the middle.
I don't want that to happen. Why can't we all just be friends? I forgot. It's high school.
I was finally able tot alk to Nisha today after so very long. It felt so good to hear her voice again. I have missed her so much. I cannot wait till she returns home on saturday.
Yesterday, I had the time of my life with Sasha. that girl can drive extrmely well for only driving for a week. We rooled up in Baltimore waaaayyyy on time, got parking and hit up the MASC event. It was disapointing I must admit. Things will be... interesting next year. The car rides were so much better. I am so glad that Sasha will be able to be there for almost ALL my activities next year. She is a wonderful person who I know will bring nothing but fun times in our hectic lives.
Operation Ash is in full effect. This time Urmila is helping me out ;).
more later? I dont know...
I don't want that to happen. Why can't we all just be friends? I forgot. It's high school.
I was finally able tot alk to Nisha today after so very long. It felt so good to hear her voice again. I have missed her so much. I cannot wait till she returns home on saturday.
Yesterday, I had the time of my life with Sasha. that girl can drive extrmely well for only driving for a week. We rooled up in Baltimore waaaayyyy on time, got parking and hit up the MASC event. It was disapointing I must admit. Things will be... interesting next year. The car rides were so much better. I am so glad that Sasha will be able to be there for almost ALL my activities next year. She is a wonderful person who I know will bring nothing but fun times in our hectic lives.
Operation Ash is in full effect. This time Urmila is helping me out ;).
more later? I dont know...