:/
i hate how i feel so lonely sometimes. its my fault for not going anywhere.
but today i woke up with flu like symptoms so i stayed home and yesterday i had lots of hwk to do.
its just i hate being alone, i always ask ryan to stay home from work but i know he cant.
i love weekends.. cuz im never alone.
i hate his job so much. i mean work 1-8, sometimes later. 5 days a week.
why am i so damn needy -_- it sucks.
oh well, at least heres still there for me and takes care of me and loves me.
blah i just am sick of being lonely.
i should watch some more anime heh
but today i woke up with flu like symptoms so i stayed home and yesterday i had lots of hwk to do.
its just i hate being alone, i always ask ryan to stay home from work but i know he cant.
i love weekends.. cuz im never alone.
i hate his job so much. i mean work 1-8, sometimes later. 5 days a week.
why am i so damn needy -_- it sucks.
oh well, at least heres still there for me and takes care of me and loves me.
blah i just am sick of being lonely.
i should watch some more anime heh