Mar 13, 2008 15:16
my mom never died. :(
my life would be so much better..
all the drama that happened in my life, financially..etc.
wouldve never happened if my mom was still living. :/
i wouldnt have to worry so much about what i'm going to do in the future.
i probably wouldn't even need to work so much.
my mom always took care of this family.
life was good until 3/18/2000.
i suppose that is the worst day of my life. and its coming up soon..
it'll be 7 years since my mom died. and that's really depressing.
idk what to do sometimes. growing up is hard when you basically have to take care of yourself.
yeah i have my big sister but she's not always there for me.
my dad and stepmom most definitely arent.
yeah my brother is really good to me and has helped out alot.
but i wish things were better, easier. ::sigh::
life is so stressful, thinking about college is stressful, money is stressful.
i hate that i'm so needy. idk what to dooooooooooo
i can't live at home forever. i most definitely dont want to work this summer, but im pretty much going to have to deal with it, save up for who knows what.
i'm really unhappy right now. and i really hope my car only needs a new cap and rotor.
blah!