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i sorta wish i could show the mood thing on this layout.. oh well =/
im in a really horrible mood right now. i dont have my period either..
i dont know why i get mad so easily. and i dont know why i'm so needy and if i dont get my way i just get sad or pissed off. i feel like an idiot but i'm just lazy. ugh idk i need to learn. i hate this feeling.
i want to go to mays this weekend but i dont think im going to. im so pissed off about that because i dont want to do anything else but go to mays. i miss her. but im really pissed off at her. shes always yelling at me for something. my grades or kristin or whatever. i hate when i get yelled at so i yell back. i need to stop giving up on myself and stop being so damn lazy. i dont think anyone understands how i feel ever. alot of times people just piss me off.
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not always though. i do love my friends and i love hanging out with them. i just always want to spend time w/ my big sister on the weekends because im needy or something i dont understand really. i see my friends at school so thats good enough for me. unless i want to hang out with them on the weekend too. i wish people just understood. i wish i understood. im really sensistive too. blah. i want to go to st. pete but i think i fcked up my chances. i was just so pissed off at kristin for being a dumbass and may for yelling at me and saying i couldnt come over. i dont know why she never wants me there. i dont do anything annoying when im there. i do whatever she tells me to usually.
now im just going to sulk in my room all weekend. dammit
i should just make this a private post because i dont want to bother anyone. not like they really care.
not like i really care.
okay i do.
idk
im gonna go =[
bye
-dana
im in a really horrible mood right now. i dont have my period either..
i dont know why i get mad so easily. and i dont know why i'm so needy and if i dont get my way i just get sad or pissed off. i feel like an idiot but i'm just lazy. ugh idk i need to learn. i hate this feeling.
i want to go to mays this weekend but i dont think im going to. im so pissed off about that because i dont want to do anything else but go to mays. i miss her. but im really pissed off at her. shes always yelling at me for something. my grades or kristin or whatever. i hate when i get yelled at so i yell back. i need to stop giving up on myself and stop being so damn lazy. i dont think anyone understands how i feel ever. alot of times people just piss me off.
=/
not always though. i do love my friends and i love hanging out with them. i just always want to spend time w/ my big sister on the weekends because im needy or something i dont understand really. i see my friends at school so thats good enough for me. unless i want to hang out with them on the weekend too. i wish people just understood. i wish i understood. im really sensistive too. blah. i want to go to st. pete but i think i fcked up my chances. i was just so pissed off at kristin for being a dumbass and may for yelling at me and saying i couldnt come over. i dont know why she never wants me there. i dont do anything annoying when im there. i do whatever she tells me to usually.
now im just going to sulk in my room all weekend. dammit
i should just make this a private post because i dont want to bother anyone. not like they really care.
not like i really care.
okay i do.
idk
im gonna go =[
bye
-dana