"all the the anger and the eloquence are bleeding into fear..."
so idk how things have been going lately...okay i guess. i was grounded all weekened, that sucked i guess. but yeah, being grounded is my life basically. that and doing homework, but i do that while im grounded so its all relative. even so, my grades still suck so much this quarter. and i need to earn highest honors to get my license. thats fucking ridiculous, and its not happening. thank god its a 3 day weekend..and my dad left for BI again today so i prob wont get grounded for random stuff like usual. even though he did actually ground me over the phone when he was away last week lol. so pathetic. ehh fuck life, i quittt. yea jkk jk..
hmm i was thinking about how different everything is right now compared to this time last year. thinggss are definitly changing. and people. hopefully all of this changing will be for the best in the end though. idkk. im ramblingg on again.
i have so much fucking homework, you have no ideaa. and im seriously getting some fucking back problems from sitting in this computer chair from 230pm-3am every night. its really getting fucking old. ugh.
6 more weeks until summer. 6 more weeks until im a jr. 6 more weeks until im that much closer to getting out of heree.