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So I just looked at my schedule for next week. No days off. Won't be able to make it to game at all. I'm seriously getting depressed and enraged about this. I really, REALLY, REALLY want to fucking quit but can't come up with a good plan. I can't see any fucking alternative right now. But I need to get out. FUCK. I wish I had the time to think. It's all fucking day shifts following night shifts and double shifts all around and it's driving me insane. I'm either working or too tired to do anything. It's getting so bad I'm starting to seriously wish I would die just so it would end. Fuck this.
On a more positive note, I can hear coyotes howling. That's kind of cool.
On a more positive note, I can hear coyotes howling. That's kind of cool.