Feb 11, 2006 00:07
i miss...
-freshman year algebra
-Joelle
-me and Chrissy's translations
-late night chilli cheese burritos from taco bell
-pizza and root beer while playing soccer at the college
-ruths house...specifically cramming three ppl in her twin bed
-sharing boys...well i guess i dont really miss this
-the dances after basketball games
-being able to call my friends and just cry for no reason but to feel better.
-spending 20+ dollars on food and sitting on my couch and watching movies until we couldnt stand
-holding my girlfriends hands just cuz we can
-Florida... the first time around
-homecoming preparations in my garage.
-girls nights in the garage....and all the topics discussed....ehhmm
-the plays and musicals where i lived at the school and didnt mind.
-when my family consisted of those who were involved in theater
-Doug Rooaaarrr
-Einsteins when it was still cool
-when i could trust ppl at the church to not be judgmental.
-when leadership team wasnt an uptight bikkering fest.
-when it was ok to need time with just you and God...and not have to lead anything.
-Sonya...soo soo much. i hate the junior high room. it reminds me of the day of her funeral when we met in there.
-piano with ruth
-singing with ruth/sonya/sam hud/rachel hahny
-choir with the vets still in it.
-innocence.
its really hard for me to look back at high school and realize i spent over half of it in a bed...sick. i dont dwell on it but really if i wasnt mesmerized by a dumb boy, i was sick....or possibly both. i regret a lot. i wish i had more time with all of you and that i could get back the time i lost not being apart of the civilized world. i really hoped this would be the year we'd all pull tight rather than form little clicks.
seniors its coming to an end. lets not seclude ourselfs now...we all need each other now more than ever.
plus this year is soo our hottest year yet!! bam! lovelys i love you!!!! ALL!!!