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I have never understood people, and I guess today will not be the day that I finaly figure it out.
I have found myself back where I was so many times before. Alone, dark empty house, with nothing to do. I guess I had to diside if I was to smoke weed, and get drunk by myself, or just to watch tv. I guess I did nether. I got on this fucking thing. This week was good. I went to Hawaii and had fun, even thought it was all rainy. I got home on wednesday, did nothing the rest of the time. Jessica is gone so there goes eveything I could do. I dislike that is my only opption, but I kinda dug that hole myself.
I have always wanted to write a list of things I want to do in my life time. I have never done that becuase I cant spell anything, so it would be a whole bunch of part words. I think that is important to do that because there is nothing in my life and it will be goals to accomplish.
School is so blah right now, that it is just going by with doing nothing just I guess im kinda numb with the whole thing. I could change that by just doing things and getting into it. It feels like it is almost the end of the year, why start now? On another note, im starting to bring my lunch. I can save lots of money and I wont have to eat the same thing over and over.
I have to say good job to Rochelle, she is stoping hearing and telling gossip. That is a really good distion on her part. She wont get pulled into drama. She said somthing about always hating girls who did that, but then you did it to. I never thought of that. It is really duh right now to me. (maby not exactly like that, but thats what I got out of it) so I have to say good job on that.
My list starts right now:
Date a guy with a motorcycle
Atleast seriously think about adopting kids
Date A man who I find totaly unatractive and just focus all on his personality
Go on a trip by myself
Take a year off after high school and just injoy life(exept get a job)
live all alone
name a dog louis
wow I need some better ones!
I have found myself back where I was so many times before. Alone, dark empty house, with nothing to do. I guess I had to diside if I was to smoke weed, and get drunk by myself, or just to watch tv. I guess I did nether. I got on this fucking thing. This week was good. I went to Hawaii and had fun, even thought it was all rainy. I got home on wednesday, did nothing the rest of the time. Jessica is gone so there goes eveything I could do. I dislike that is my only opption, but I kinda dug that hole myself.
I have always wanted to write a list of things I want to do in my life time. I have never done that becuase I cant spell anything, so it would be a whole bunch of part words. I think that is important to do that because there is nothing in my life and it will be goals to accomplish.
School is so blah right now, that it is just going by with doing nothing just I guess im kinda numb with the whole thing. I could change that by just doing things and getting into it. It feels like it is almost the end of the year, why start now? On another note, im starting to bring my lunch. I can save lots of money and I wont have to eat the same thing over and over.
I have to say good job to Rochelle, she is stoping hearing and telling gossip. That is a really good distion on her part. She wont get pulled into drama. She said somthing about always hating girls who did that, but then you did it to. I never thought of that. It is really duh right now to me. (maby not exactly like that, but thats what I got out of it) so I have to say good job on that.
My list starts right now:
Date a guy with a motorcycle
Atleast seriously think about adopting kids
Date A man who I find totaly unatractive and just focus all on his personality
Go on a trip by myself
Take a year off after high school and just injoy life(exept get a job)
live all alone
name a dog louis
wow I need some better ones!