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Apr 26, 2008 22:24

I didnt' get anything done today. I'm having a hard time forcing myself to sit down at the computer and get work done. I used to be so sure of my abilities when it came to school. I don't know where I lost it. At least I've finally realized that I have lost it. Or rather that I'm afraid of the challenge. That I'm not going to measure up some how.

The next few weeks are going to be crazy, aside from all of the school work. I've got to balance doing things before summer hits with the two circles of friends. At this moment I think that I would rather have the semester never end than have people: graduate, move, leave for summer jobs in different cities. Even with those who are staying in Green Bay for the summer I know that things are going to change. People work two or three jobs, have different responsibilites that take up their free time, start relationships, or just simply have different plans for what they want to get out of the summer.

And, not gonna lie, I'm a little afraid of living with some one new. I've grown so used to your idiosyncrasies over the last two years. Heaven knows I'll be missing the sounds of your ring tones ;)
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