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I really may need to have my head examined. I think that I've pretty much decided today that I'm going to run for President of CAB. On top of running for Secretary of NRHH for next year. But the thing with CAB is what I should be examined over. I've been saying for so long that I just want the year over with so that I can be done with it. I think, however, that I've been done with how it's currently being run and that I know it can be better if some sort of structure were in place. Part of what I am going through with this is also facing my fear of failure. After resigning Circle K President I think that I have been afraid to step back up into such a major role. So I have to face that. And looking toward the future, the intended leaders of CAB's sister organizations are going to be a great support network for me. Now the trick will be if I make it through all of this and don't have a collasal blow up at Jamie. I think that I did fairly well tonight in articulating my point without getting majorly upset. Though I wholly disaggree with his timing of various converstations. I can't change the man, but I'm going to do my damnedest to change the system.