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Sometimes I feel like if I had gone away a certain someone would have appreciated me more. I guess things turn out the way they're supposed to? There's nothing I can do at this point. People walk in and out of your life all the time. For the most part I've been coming along great with everything. My band has its demo nearly finished and it kicks major ass, so I'll be giving that to everyone...and I'm doing pretty good in school, and I'll transfer to Hofstra next year probably. It just sucks when I'm reminded about the bad things that have happened in my past, when certain situations just remind me that I don't have something...or I'm still missing something..or just anything negative.
Christmas is coming, which is my favorite time of the year. Nothing gets me as cheerful as I was when I was six years old than Christmas. I don't give a shit what people say to me about it. I'm the only one who gives a shit about Christmas in my family..and I will never stop loving Christmas no matter how many times anyone tells me to "grow up." To me, everyone should be able to get along at least during Christmas time. I look at it as a time of the year where I can hope that good things can happen...old friendships can redeem themselves, fights can be resolved, relationships restored....ya know crap like that. I kept telling myself that things may get better, and that things weren't gonna be like they were forever. But as time keeps moving on I feel like I'm more and more distant..from things. I'm just rambling at this point. Once again there isn't anything I can do.
Merry Christmas, I hope.
Christmas is coming, which is my favorite time of the year. Nothing gets me as cheerful as I was when I was six years old than Christmas. I don't give a shit what people say to me about it. I'm the only one who gives a shit about Christmas in my family..and I will never stop loving Christmas no matter how many times anyone tells me to "grow up." To me, everyone should be able to get along at least during Christmas time. I look at it as a time of the year where I can hope that good things can happen...old friendships can redeem themselves, fights can be resolved, relationships restored....ya know crap like that. I kept telling myself that things may get better, and that things weren't gonna be like they were forever. But as time keeps moving on I feel like I'm more and more distant..from things. I'm just rambling at this point. Once again there isn't anything I can do.
Merry Christmas, I hope.