this day was nice i guess
i cant say i had a bad day. would it be good? idk....
denison is still pissing the hell out of me. i just want him to stop being such a dickhead and be the denison i thought he was the one everyone talks about. or is he just overrated?? am i the only one who sees the inner asshole? maybe (sorry meghan dont hate me)
[crete...notice my mood}
i just printed out lear notes. i was proud of myself, i wouldnt have done that before this week, because i had given up on life (kind of)....funny how you would think getting into college would make you be like ok im safe. but i just got remotivated. or mayyyybe it was the fact that all my grades turned into shit in a matter of 2 weeks or so. go me...so i have to try now. eww i know, someone please punch me in the face...
but speaking of which, i think i destroyed my physics test. and by destroyed i mean if i didnt get a good enough grade to bring my term up to a B or A...then fuck red perverted nippled, fly opened, sniffling teachers. k thats all bout that.
CLARK DIDNT LET ME RUN TODAY GAHHH...
i started doin the workout w/kevin and tq..and i waited to limp til i was arond the corner into d2nd, then out comes clark, running the circle backwards, and sees me like holding onto kevin as i run. smart move, that landed me on the floor outside the b2nd bathroom unwrapping my leg to ice it. yay. but i guess saturday is more important than today. so yeah. at least the meets at 430 and not 6. saturday night might actually exist now.
favorite songs right now:
Fumbling his confidence
And wondering why the world has passed him by
Hoping that he's bid for more than arguments
And failed attempts to fly, fly
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Somewhere we live inside
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Dreaming about Providence
And whether mice or men have second tries
Maybe we've been livin with our eyes half open
Maybe we're bent and broken, broken
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Somewhere we live inside
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
We want more than this world's got to offer
We want more than this world's got to offer
We want more than the wars of our fathers
And everything inside screams for second life, yeah
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live
We were meant to live
evanescence - my immortal
sheryl crow - first cut is the deepest
ANYTHING/EVERYTHING MAROON 5 OBVIOUSLY
nelly furtado - powerless
nickelback - someday
staind - so far away
nelly - iz u
evanescence - my immortal
evanescence - my immortal
evanescence - my immortal
>your face it haunts
>my once pleasant dreams
>and though youre still with me
>i've been alone all along....
random list. theres so many i missed cuz every song is my favorite song. come on now u should know that. retreat this weekend and i am for once happy not to be going. cuz i need to not go to one. i need father phil to not turn into the biggest interrogation of my life. the end.
i need to repeat sarahs journal and make a note of two of the funniest things ive witnessed lately:
1. "Is it true that you can be born without an anus??"
SARAH'S ANSWER: Then you couldn't shit.
KATEFOX'S ANSWER: Then it would come out of all ur other body openings.
MY ANSWER: It would rip one by itself.
MAYBE you had to be there but it was hilarious
2. SADDAM HUSSEIN...= meghan = hands waving in the air = hysterical laughing = SADDY. this you DEFINITELY had to be there for i think.
best things ive said today
"its weird to miss something you dont want"
"you miss what it was, hate what it is"
best thing kyle's prob ever said:
kDOG010: cuz words rarely ever really explain anything
take a minute to think about this. what is the purpose of words...to explain things right? but how can you explain some things? words are overrated. they really dont do justice to a lot of things. i wish you could like show feelings like just be like "aklsdj" and there it is. k enough being philosophical.
andddd i got a hug today that made my day. friends again. its been too long...
ill never leave you behind
or treat you unkind
i know you understand
and with a tear in my eye
give me the sweetest goodbye...
i dont think theres that much more that i want to say
i did nasty @ piano today? :)
i need to go bathe in icy hot?