I dont wanna be an actress
Lifes Little Instruction Book Instruction # 197: "A persons greatest emotional need...is to feel appreciated!"
Hey, Yes I am telling you now for once and for all...I DONT WANT TO BE AN ACTRESS. I have realized that i am only in it becuz of my friends and that i only like doing community shows where i can have a role i can create big and loud and where i know the directors and where i feel comfortable. Today was the first JET rehersal and needless to say i hated it. I feel so alone there like i have no one who i can talk to or relates to me and its so strict and I just want to be a kid. A kid who doesnt always have to worry what her schedule looks like but can just go to rehersal to be with her freinds. So to all of you who are my friends thank you for making me feel loved and not alone and now i need to figure out what i am gonna do with my life cuz now....Im just hopelessly lost in a world i know nothing about. Well I can barely see what i am typing becuz my eyes are are teared up and blurred from crying. Call me if you'd like...I doubt I will feel better anytime soon. Once again...thanks to all my friends who have been there for me through everything. Good night everyone....Goodnight!