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i woke up today after having a long dream. I climbed up these dark, decaying stairwells in a building that was seemingly never ending. When i reached the top, i opened the door adjacent to me. I was up on the roof of the building. Without hesitating i went to the edge of the building and walked over the side. I remember, in my dream, the wind. I think it's interesting that dreams are, in reality, only the last two or three seconds before you regain conciousness. Only it seems like they took all night to develop. I also think it's interesting that i vivdly remember the wind.
I went to Rose's house last night for a going away party for her. She moves into college today. It's almost sad that we're leaving, but it seems like it's time. It's time to move out of my parent's house and be on my own. I remember last year when my senior friends left, and it seemed like they were ready. They were older, and wiser than i was. Now that i am here, i realize that those kids were older, yes, but no wiser. They were still kids. I am still a kid. And now my anxiety is kicking in again. I think i am ready.
I think it's funny how last night it dawned on me that for some girls, the mere presence of a kitten will bring them to their knees.
I went to Rose's house last night for a going away party for her. She moves into college today. It's almost sad that we're leaving, but it seems like it's time. It's time to move out of my parent's house and be on my own. I remember last year when my senior friends left, and it seemed like they were ready. They were older, and wiser than i was. Now that i am here, i realize that those kids were older, yes, but no wiser. They were still kids. I am still a kid. And now my anxiety is kicking in again. I think i am ready.
I think it's funny how last night it dawned on me that for some girls, the mere presence of a kitten will bring them to their knees.