Sing a sad song just to turn it around
So I didn't have the best of days...or the best of weeks. A lot of things happened that I'm not proud of, because they're either really stupid or some things that I just want to forget.
As my Plurk said, "~SOUP~ feels like a failure. When she tries to change, she thinks she did...only to have her past self come back to haunt her." I was always a person who lost things. I grew up that way. I lost my homework. I lost my pens. I lost my keys. I lost the remote. I lost my lip balm. And the list goes on and on and on and on!
Summer of 2008: I lost my wallet in a concert - more like it was pick-pocketed. I broke down because it had my student's permit in it and from then on, I swore that I would not lose anything again.
Lo and behold, I lost my wallet, and I lost my phone, in the span of 8 days. I feel really stupid.
I was talking to my neighbor, Mark, about it - hehe! I really did not mean to wake him up again! I broke down, pouring my heart and soul, talking about how much I hated myself. Considering that I was talking to an emo, I knew that he knew what I was going through. Haha! I don't know if he'd take that as a compliment........ Anyway, besides getting a few nosebleeds from him, I just realized what great friends I have. Thanks so much to the people who made me laugh after my breakdown. My crazy crazy friends know how to make me laugh in the easiest of ways. Sometimes, I don't even think they mean to. It just happens. This is why people find me weird when someone just says something totally normal, and I still laugh. Well, that's just Jake. Everything he does makes me laugh...more or less.
I was also heartbroken a while ago when Lumi texted me if I was going "later". What's later? Rock Band. When? This afternoon. Oh, I can't go. Why not? Because I wasn't invited. You were! I texted you last night. I didn't get anything, so I made plans with someone else.
So in the time where my friends could all gather to play Rock Band - which rarely ever happens - I can't go because I won't back out on a previous commitment unless I really have no choice. I'm not like someone out there who might not ever read this! I have regrets, but no matter where I went, I knew I'd have a great time, which I did. I got to play Left 4 Dead for the first time. I sucked, but it's okay. But, unfortunately, as a result of my bad playing, I owe someone some DQ.
I don't care what people say. I have the best friends that anyone can ever have! Hahaha! I'm just kidding. Of course, it's highly relative. Maybe I just don't click with other people. It happens. No matter what, I love my friends so much.
As my Plurk said, "~SOUP~ feels like a failure. When she tries to change, she thinks she did...only to have her past self come back to haunt her." I was always a person who lost things. I grew up that way. I lost my homework. I lost my pens. I lost my keys. I lost the remote. I lost my lip balm. And the list goes on and on and on and on!
Summer of 2008: I lost my wallet in a concert - more like it was pick-pocketed. I broke down because it had my student's permit in it and from then on, I swore that I would not lose anything again.
Lo and behold, I lost my wallet, and I lost my phone, in the span of 8 days. I feel really stupid.
I was talking to my neighbor, Mark, about it - hehe! I really did not mean to wake him up again! I broke down, pouring my heart and soul, talking about how much I hated myself. Considering that I was talking to an emo, I knew that he knew what I was going through. Haha! I don't know if he'd take that as a compliment........ Anyway, besides getting a few nosebleeds from him, I just realized what great friends I have. Thanks so much to the people who made me laugh after my breakdown. My crazy crazy friends know how to make me laugh in the easiest of ways. Sometimes, I don't even think they mean to. It just happens. This is why people find me weird when someone just says something totally normal, and I still laugh. Well, that's just Jake. Everything he does makes me laugh...more or less.
I was also heartbroken a while ago when Lumi texted me if I was going "later". What's later? Rock Band. When? This afternoon. Oh, I can't go. Why not? Because I wasn't invited. You were! I texted you last night. I didn't get anything, so I made plans with someone else.
So in the time where my friends could all gather to play Rock Band - which rarely ever happens - I can't go because I won't back out on a previous commitment unless I really have no choice. I'm not like someone out there who might not ever read this! I have regrets, but no matter where I went, I knew I'd have a great time, which I did. I got to play Left 4 Dead for the first time. I sucked, but it's okay. But, unfortunately, as a result of my bad playing, I owe someone some DQ.
I don't care what people say. I have the best friends that anyone can ever have! Hahaha! I'm just kidding. Of course, it's highly relative. Maybe I just don't click with other people. It happens. No matter what, I love my friends so much.