Oct 30, 2004 19:42
It was such a beautiful day today. The color is so intense and the wind blows everything around and my hair was tossled and tangled but I was warm because of the sun. But I spent a good part of today in the most unexpected of states.
I forgot how vulnerable I am. If I payed any attention to patterns, I would know better. But there is no regret. There is no set pattern. YOu are sad and you cry and get over it. And it helps to have friends, friends that offer to pay for hookah and offer you food and drink and a place to not be alone.
Since I cant concentrat on much else, I will send out a thank you.
Thank you Jawuan, you are one of the kindest souls I have had the luck to meet here in Ann Arbor. I cry thinking about how much your friendship means to me. You are in front of me now, and I will stop using your computer and soak up your glow.
I love my gay boyfriend.
Life is beautiful
Dana