Man...
I'm so homesick right now... Lately it's been almost difficult to breathe. I want to be home and with my brothers and friends I miss them so much! Like it sounds stupid but a couple of movies are coming out and my brothers and I and my friends always race to see them and talk about them. But i'm here and they on long island and we can't do that... It's those times i love hanging out with them because to me that makes up home for me. I was at work today and whenever I go on break nobody talks to me. I'm an outsider and it hurts. My boss loves me because I'm a hard worker but when I come home from work i'm just depressed. We never do anything and its snowing again and it's really pretty but I want it to be spring weather, I need colors and sun again. I do love it upstate but that's the missing element. My family. I miss my niece and nephew, the further I'm away and longer I'm away, the older they get and I don't want to miss anything! I just want to be home. I want to go to college. I miss my church family. I actually miss the island. Do I miss the congestion? no or the traffic hell no but it's my home all the same.