if there was a worry meter

May 20, 2004 23:39

mine would go in to overload!!!

I called the prison today as I havent' heard from Jake all week. They couldn't find anyone in security for me to talk to (for fuck sakes!!!) so they put me through to the visiting department. Well these people didn't know much. But someone in there said that he went to the outside hospital today. For what??? Don't know or can't tell me that. Is he back? Don't knwo or can't tell me that. Is he okay? Dont' know or can't tell me that. FUUUUUUUCKKKKK!

So I will sit here tomorrow by the phone freaking out until I hopefully hear from him.

They just don't care in there. They couldn't be more heartless at times.

I am lucky to be a heathen woman which makes me way too damn stubborn to allow these fucking people to push me over the edge. I'll be on the phone first thing trying to find something out. He's my freakin husband for shits sake. It's not a fucking security risk to let me know if he's okay or not. Goddamit.

I need something to take the edge off.
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