I love Tyra Banks
Tyra is so funny, just sayinggggg.
Anyways. Bah, so much but so little is going on right now. I'm getting kind of stressed with the end of the semester coming to a close. There's only like 19 days left of classes for me. It's so stressful. I have so much to do, I have a HUGE issue with Sallie Mae right now and my student loans. I just feel like I'm dying.I really hate this semester right now and I want it to be next semester. I'm so sick of my math class and I can't wait for when I don't have to take a class involving numbers and math. I hate it.
Ugh and oh. I got this scholarship randomly. I got an email over the summer saying I received a scholarship that I never even applied for or heard of. Now, I got an email saying that oh yeah you get to go meet the person who gave you the scholarship. The donor used to be the president of my university, but that's not all. HE WAS A MOTHER FUCKING CONGRESSMAN. WHAT THE FUCK. NOT ONLY DID HE PROVIDE ME WITH $1000 IN SCHOLARSHIP MONEY, BUT HE WAS A MOTHER FUCKING CONGRESSMAN. FREAKING OUT JUST A LITTLE BIT! And I have to dress business casual, so I hope I can pull that off. Scary, guys, scary.
In other news, when I got back to school on Sunday, there was a kitty! It was sooooo cutee! I wanted to take it, but I can't do that =( It made me soo sad. The kitty was so friendly. I love kitties. The kitty I rescued, Peaches, was just fixed the other day, the poor thing. She's much better now though.
Blah, I'm trying to start a new exercise routine as well. I'm really not happy with myself, as always. So I'm trying to lay off on eating so much food and getting up at 8 and doing a cardio video and getting a jump start on the day. If I can just incorporate it into a routine, then I'll be able to do it daily and make it part of my day. I just have to get the motivation. And I think that on the weekends, instead of staying up at 8, maybe I'll get up, exercise, and then go back to sleep for a little while. I like my sleep, but I don't want to throw off my 8am routine. The only problem is what I'm going to do when I go home. I picked 8am to exercise because no one can see me. It's awkward. When I go home, my mom is going to be up at 8 and it's a little awkward for me. But maybe by that time I'll know how to do the routines and maybe I'll have even lost some inches or something. I'll have to see.
I'm kind of stressing too, cuz I ordered a hat off of ebay for my boyfriend. He's a fifth generation farmer, so he loves all things farm related. He wanted a hat that had the New Holland agriculture logo on it, so I finally found one on ebay. I went to go order it and it didn't ask me for any payment information, instead it told me to contact the seller, so now that's all friggen messed up and it's stressing me out.
As for what I mentioned before about Sallie Mae, they should really be sued for false advertising. I wanted to take out their smart option student loan which gives you a repayment option of $25 a month, and instead I somehow got roped into paying interest so now I have to pay like 93 dollars a month and thats going to double to 188 in january. I don't work, so I obviously can't afford that. The only thing I can do is apply for the fixed payment loan and then have the school cancel my other loan that way it'll all get replaced. It's so complicated but easy as well. It's so stressful. It makes me want to cry.
I'm so stressed guys. I want to live real life but it stresses me out too. Life in general stresses me out, which is why I'm glad I have my boyfriend. He's the easy going, relaxed one so he helps me calm down when I need some sense knocked into me. We fight a lot sometimes, but we have different opinions on a lot of things. He's a grounding presence in my life. He's usually the only thing in my life that doesn't make me want to flip out and kill someone even when I'm mad at him.
Blah, there's not much else to say. Hellcats is on, so I'm gonna go watch that. laterr
Anyways. Bah, so much but so little is going on right now. I'm getting kind of stressed with the end of the semester coming to a close. There's only like 19 days left of classes for me. It's so stressful. I have so much to do, I have a HUGE issue with Sallie Mae right now and my student loans. I just feel like I'm dying.I really hate this semester right now and I want it to be next semester. I'm so sick of my math class and I can't wait for when I don't have to take a class involving numbers and math. I hate it.
Ugh and oh. I got this scholarship randomly. I got an email over the summer saying I received a scholarship that I never even applied for or heard of. Now, I got an email saying that oh yeah you get to go meet the person who gave you the scholarship. The donor used to be the president of my university, but that's not all. HE WAS A MOTHER FUCKING CONGRESSMAN. WHAT THE FUCK. NOT ONLY DID HE PROVIDE ME WITH $1000 IN SCHOLARSHIP MONEY, BUT HE WAS A MOTHER FUCKING CONGRESSMAN. FREAKING OUT JUST A LITTLE BIT! And I have to dress business casual, so I hope I can pull that off. Scary, guys, scary.
In other news, when I got back to school on Sunday, there was a kitty! It was sooooo cutee! I wanted to take it, but I can't do that =( It made me soo sad. The kitty was so friendly. I love kitties. The kitty I rescued, Peaches, was just fixed the other day, the poor thing. She's much better now though.
Blah, I'm trying to start a new exercise routine as well. I'm really not happy with myself, as always. So I'm trying to lay off on eating so much food and getting up at 8 and doing a cardio video and getting a jump start on the day. If I can just incorporate it into a routine, then I'll be able to do it daily and make it part of my day. I just have to get the motivation. And I think that on the weekends, instead of staying up at 8, maybe I'll get up, exercise, and then go back to sleep for a little while. I like my sleep, but I don't want to throw off my 8am routine. The only problem is what I'm going to do when I go home. I picked 8am to exercise because no one can see me. It's awkward. When I go home, my mom is going to be up at 8 and it's a little awkward for me. But maybe by that time I'll know how to do the routines and maybe I'll have even lost some inches or something. I'll have to see.
I'm kind of stressing too, cuz I ordered a hat off of ebay for my boyfriend. He's a fifth generation farmer, so he loves all things farm related. He wanted a hat that had the New Holland agriculture logo on it, so I finally found one on ebay. I went to go order it and it didn't ask me for any payment information, instead it told me to contact the seller, so now that's all friggen messed up and it's stressing me out.
As for what I mentioned before about Sallie Mae, they should really be sued for false advertising. I wanted to take out their smart option student loan which gives you a repayment option of $25 a month, and instead I somehow got roped into paying interest so now I have to pay like 93 dollars a month and thats going to double to 188 in january. I don't work, so I obviously can't afford that. The only thing I can do is apply for the fixed payment loan and then have the school cancel my other loan that way it'll all get replaced. It's so complicated but easy as well. It's so stressful. It makes me want to cry.
I'm so stressed guys. I want to live real life but it stresses me out too. Life in general stresses me out, which is why I'm glad I have my boyfriend. He's the easy going, relaxed one so he helps me calm down when I need some sense knocked into me. We fight a lot sometimes, but we have different opinions on a lot of things. He's a grounding presence in my life. He's usually the only thing in my life that doesn't make me want to flip out and kill someone even when I'm mad at him.
Blah, there's not much else to say. Hellcats is on, so I'm gonna go watch that. laterr