its late, and uve been gone for 8 days...but i wont let u go.......
I HAVE ALOT TO TALK ABOUT SOO LISTEN UP VOICE IN MY HEAD!!!!! WELL ITS FINALY HERE......THE BAND TRIP IS THIS THURSDAY!!!!!! THERES BEEN SOO MUCH ON MY MIND LATELY ITS GONNA BE GREAT GETTING AWAY FROM IT ALL AND CLEAR MY HEAD!!!!! I CANT WAIT!!!!! BUT I WILL MISS ALL MY FRIENDS!!!! AND MY LOVE! WELL ROSE CAME OVER LAST NIGHT AND IT WAS GREAT!!!!!! SHE IS GREAT!!!! BUT I DONT KNO HOW MUCH LONGER I CAN KEEP HER HAPPY....IVE BECOME SO BLAND IN MY OPPINION , AND IVE TOLD HER THIS......I JUST NEED SOMEMORE THINGS TO TALK ABOUT WITH HER......BACK IN THE 8TH GRADE WE USED TO TALK FOR HOURS ABOUT NOTHING, BUT LATELY WE CANT EVEN HOLD UP A CONVERSATION .... I WOULD TELL HER "I LOVE YOU" EVERY 5 MIN OR SO, AND NOW ITS.... I DONT KNO HOW MANY TIMES......AND I WOULD CALL HER ALL THE TIME IN FACT EVERY WEEKEND WHEN I USED TO WAKE UP EARLY EVERY DAY, I WOULD BE PACING BACK AND FORTH IN MY MIND WONDERING WHETHER OR NOT ITS TOO EARLY TO CALL, BUT LATELY SHES THE ONE CALLING.....I DONT FEEL AS FUN OR EXCITING AS I USED TO BE, AND I DONT KNO HOW LONG ME AND ROSE WILL LAST BECAUSE OF IT....BUT WHO KNOWS MAYBE ITS JUST A PHASE.......I DO KNO ONE VERY SPECIAL THING THOUGH......AND THAT IS THAT ROSE IS MY FIRST TRUE LOVE AND I ONLY HOPE SHE WILL BE MY ONLY (WEVE BEEN THROUGH SOO MUCH ALREADY) IN THE 8 MONTHS AND 17 DAYS WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER IVE BEEN FLOATING ON CLOUD 9 MOSTLY....BUT THE FOUNDATION OF MY BEAUTIFUL UTOPIA (SO TO SPEAK) HAS SORTA BECOME ALITTLE SHAKY....BUT HOPEFULLY ITS JUST A PHASE....I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR ROSE....I ONLY HOPE SHE KNOWS HOW MUCH I CARE AND LOVE HER....AND I ALSO LOVE ALL OF MY FRIENDS (SAB,KATIE,JOEL,ERICA, AND THE ONE AND ONLY 18 INCHES MIKE!!!!). I LOVE YOU MOST OF ALL THOUGH MY BEAUTIFUL ROSE...........