Mar 13, 2005 22:51
Today was ok, could've been better. Woke up at 8. Didn't want to go to work so I called out. Talked to Sam, now she won't even talk to me again. ever. It is probably for the best but I feel so betrayed by her. I need a girlfriend. I need to move on. gah I don't want to go to school tomorrow. These feelings of depression are the worse I've had so far. My life is going to complete shit all at once. I just want all this to be better. I want things how they were before I met her. God I want out of this hole.