Lose Control

[dan_o_rama]

I held it togather for over a year
Rebuilt my life and my friends, I had come so near
Then people started to chip away at my brick
They started and they wouldn't stop
I had held it togather for so long
I thought I had grown and thought I had become strong
I was fooling myself I was fooling everyone
Till I let my guard down and I let people in
I should have learnt from the time before
I should have stayed away, stayed distant
If I knew what was happening I would have in an instant
My writing has got me into trouble again
I didn't see it this time I didn't see the pain
I held it together I manage to survive last time
This time it's not funny, this time I will lose control