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I'm completely battered from the TIA show, yet i can't get myself to fall asleep
I need to write this down, though i don't really want to. It is something i've been thinking lately from time to time. To be honest i'd be lying if i said i was completely happy with the way things turned out. Falling outs suck and i hate having to go through and dealing with them. I guess what i'm trying to say is i kind of miss you and i hate that i admit that because i know you don't feel the same at all, and it kind of hurts and is disappointing knowing so. But most of all i hate admitting all this not only because it's pointless but it makes me look weak and i know i'm better than this.
I think i can go pass out now.
I need to write this down, though i don't really want to. It is something i've been thinking lately from time to time. To be honest i'd be lying if i said i was completely happy with the way things turned out. Falling outs suck and i hate having to go through and dealing with them. I guess what i'm trying to say is i kind of miss you and i hate that i admit that because i know you don't feel the same at all, and it kind of hurts and is disappointing knowing so. But most of all i hate admitting all this not only because it's pointless but it makes me look weak and i know i'm better than this.
I think i can go pass out now.