When Sadness Creeps in Like Crazy
This morning, before I went back to sleep, I saw the sunlight beaming through the window pane. It reminded me of the days I had when I was still staying at our home back in my country. That same shade of sunlight was something I haven't seen in years. Upon closing my eyes, series of images, particularly happy memories popped into my vision, which means nostalgia kicked in. Okay, so my morning didn't already turn out good.
In the past few months, I've been feeling LITERALLY lonely. It affects my day-to-day activities. I tried masking it by being preoccupied in petty hobbies, but in the end, my day is always ruined. Is this the result of being away from family and friends, or is this the result of having too many holdbacks?
I'm constantly chasing, but there are so many circumstances holding me back. Being a hermit, I guess snatches self-confidence. I'm not even sure if this is what I really want to do for the rest of my life. Changing a career path sets too many challenges. My foot hasn't stepped the top of the success ladder yet, but I'm already complaining. You do also have to understand the fact that it is hard to control mind over matter. I tried, but it just didn't work out most of the time.
As the saying goes, "Our fate lies in our hands." Actually, I'm tired of hearing it, but in order for you to also inherit eternal life, work hard for everything you aspire. Being positive despite of cringe-worthy situations helps in motivating yourself in achieving it.
Okay, what am I even rambling?!
In the past few months, I've been feeling LITERALLY lonely. It affects my day-to-day activities. I tried masking it by being preoccupied in petty hobbies, but in the end, my day is always ruined. Is this the result of being away from family and friends, or is this the result of having too many holdbacks?
I'm constantly chasing, but there are so many circumstances holding me back. Being a hermit, I guess snatches self-confidence. I'm not even sure if this is what I really want to do for the rest of my life. Changing a career path sets too many challenges. My foot hasn't stepped the top of the success ladder yet, but I'm already complaining. You do also have to understand the fact that it is hard to control mind over matter. I tried, but it just didn't work out most of the time.
As the saying goes, "Our fate lies in our hands." Actually, I'm tired of hearing it, but in order for you to also inherit eternal life, work hard for everything you aspire. Being positive despite of cringe-worthy situations helps in motivating yourself in achieving it.
Okay, what am I even rambling?!