Stress Level Rages
Last year was jam-packed with stress. And now that another year has started, it becomes worse, every single day.
During my undergrad years, I didn't stress myself too much. Sure, there were sleepless nights, but I knew I could handle all of them. I didn't question my capabilities, but rather, just went with the flow. And now, the story is different. It definitely isn't my fault, because the environment is a total shocker. Everyday for me is hell. No wonder that environment doesn't make a big name in the industry. What makes it worse is the pedantic rules and regulations, treating students like kids.
I chose this path, and it won't matter whatever the outcome will be. As the days are coming to an end, the more I rage about it. I'm almost on the end of the rope. And if I don't keep my composure intact, I'm gonna fall into pieces. I tell myself to calm down, or else, I'll regret it for the rest of my life if I don't.
During my undergrad years, I didn't stress myself too much. Sure, there were sleepless nights, but I knew I could handle all of them. I didn't question my capabilities, but rather, just went with the flow. And now, the story is different. It definitely isn't my fault, because the environment is a total shocker. Everyday for me is hell. No wonder that environment doesn't make a big name in the industry. What makes it worse is the pedantic rules and regulations, treating students like kids.
I chose this path, and it won't matter whatever the outcome will be. As the days are coming to an end, the more I rage about it. I'm almost on the end of the rope. And if I don't keep my composure intact, I'm gonna fall into pieces. I tell myself to calm down, or else, I'll regret it for the rest of my life if I don't.