Did "I" always want this?
Well, I have been teaching for nearly two months now, well assisting in the beginning and then one of the teachers who is a total slacker and a huge baby decided to fake illness for nearly two weeks so I had to be the lead teacher. I recently got my own classroom and it is so much better but will be unstable for a while. You see In the morning I have to stay with my class and the slackers class till she gets there at 9:30. Then I take my kids outside. After that we have lunch and move back to the other rooms where I have to separate my class to sleep from 12-2:30. At 2:30 they wake up we go back to our room and have lunch and then art....then back to the playground. A lot of them are getting picked up by 4:30 and the lead teacher is already gone leaving me her kids, so I go from 8 kids to 15. with only enough time to clean my room and haul them down to the slacker till they get picked up. I have no time for real learning time with all of this moving and separating and the addition of the 7-8 kids by 4 pm. I have to wait till they find someone to hire to be their assistant. If you ever saw the people who they have actually hired to work at my school, you would wonder as I do how they can seem so picky when we need people. I mean from what I see, I thought their only qualification were a steady pulse. I don't know, I enjoy by job a lot, but as with any job I suppose I have moments where I want to implode. I can't stand the attitude of the slacker. She took a week off after taking random days off for no reason. She tells me one day that she is leaving early to go to the doctor and then comes back and tells me she took the bus to KFC and just hung out for a while. This asshole left me there with her 18 kids (3 over ratio) my 3rd week to go fuck off somewhere. Then she tries to tell me she is in the hospital for a week and when anyone asks her what the doctor said, she always say's "oh I'm fine, they said I'm fine" She is not even smart enough to lie to her benefit. She told me she is pregnant about 3 weeks ago and she said she was keeping it b/c it's her fault not the baby's and that she is Christian and it's against her religion. So....If you know me at all you know I had something to say to that. I said "Is it Christian to open your legs to some guy you are not married to without protection?" Having pre-marital sex is all good with me, practice makes perfect, but fuck her to preach that shit. To make a long story short she asked me for a ride to get an abortion because she can't handle the headaches and the vomiting. Does she have no clue that I despise her? G-d people are so close to retarded without any knowledge of it. Well, I am missing American Idol so I must stop bitching and get back to that.