is there anyone out there? just nod if you can hear me....
so.... hows it going out there for all that look at this?
Im hanging in here. The lack of jobs is really starting to get me down. my current situtation is way worse than what it was. my over all moral is super low. Same as always. nothing to do.. walk to north pekin every other day... i swear im starting to not deal with any of this anymore. theres a constant struggle in myself. i just would like to hear from someone else.
Jamie thought she was trying to get at me a few days ago around xmas i guess shes a myspace stalker and one i dont care about the less. but she must of thought in her petty mind that she could get at me by saying just some dumb old BS. I just give up, didnt piss me off. almost flattering that someone i dont like for my own reasons is trying to get my goat.
*sigh* no ob no money no friends i can get ahold of cause my phones off, that takes money... that i dont have. im only worth 58 bucks a week i guess for unemployment cause they wont count express cause my job was a temp spot. i fight it , i get raped in da butt. I sit there and take it it wont stop... so wtf.
I wanted to type on here for the last week but i dunno what really to say. its all the same different day year month w/e same situation. and everyday i just want it to stop. i can only say fuck it to all this shit for so long and im really reaching my limit. im a wreck. i just dont see anything positive with myself. im just really low. pessimistic. thats the best way to discribe me. woot go me!!!
just wanted to talk to whomever that will listen to this. im gla your reading even if its You. I....whatever.
Have a good new year everyone...
Im hanging in here. The lack of jobs is really starting to get me down. my current situtation is way worse than what it was. my over all moral is super low. Same as always. nothing to do.. walk to north pekin every other day... i swear im starting to not deal with any of this anymore. theres a constant struggle in myself. i just would like to hear from someone else.
Jamie thought she was trying to get at me a few days ago around xmas i guess shes a myspace stalker and one i dont care about the less. but she must of thought in her petty mind that she could get at me by saying just some dumb old BS. I just give up, didnt piss me off. almost flattering that someone i dont like for my own reasons is trying to get my goat.
*sigh* no ob no money no friends i can get ahold of cause my phones off, that takes money... that i dont have. im only worth 58 bucks a week i guess for unemployment cause they wont count express cause my job was a temp spot. i fight it , i get raped in da butt. I sit there and take it it wont stop... so wtf.
I wanted to type on here for the last week but i dunno what really to say. its all the same different day year month w/e same situation. and everyday i just want it to stop. i can only say fuck it to all this shit for so long and im really reaching my limit. im a wreck. i just dont see anything positive with myself. im just really low. pessimistic. thats the best way to discribe me. woot go me!!!
just wanted to talk to whomever that will listen to this. im gla your reading even if its You. I....whatever.
Have a good new year everyone...