Candy gram
Well heres the skinny for the alst week.
Went and saw the new Halloween it was aight. spent 40 bucks that night on random shit cause i thought it was gonna be just me and this girl at work going but 4 other people tagged along. only time i had with her was on the way to her place that was fine.
But today i ended up finding out that i guess im to immature for her. Well that was a lame ass excuse. shes the one that didnt want me to be all boyfriendish to her cause she wanted her life to get back together ( understandable) but all that bull shit of oh your a nice guy and it was just nothing. gave her 10 bucks for gas cause shit i know how it goes told her not to worry about it. ( cause thats how i roll) then i went and bussed tables made 15 more bucks and heard she was low on gas again so i gave her that and told her not to worry about it also. Im just pissed that i spent that effort for nothing no friendship nothing just a spankerchief with a name but i wasnt even that lucky. Just fuck it i guess my boss was trying to get me outta that mood at work telling me shit to cheer up i wanted to not be standing in my little vut area. but i just stood there looking at the ground its my thing. i was thinking is all.
Im more mad at myself. that i let myself just to all that shit for what i did. not like i just wanted her for a peice of ass. oh well i guess it was a lost cause. guess she didnt like the idea of having a man that wasnt going to treat her like shit. oh well i guess. i struck out.
Then yesterday guess who ended up looking for me at the work site... Lisa... apperently shes all gimped out. Im glad i wasnt there. I dont care what her problem is, cause she didnt give a fuck about my problem with me wanting to see my son.
I dunno im just confused about shit again. oh well fuck it, ill be like that again dont need help from no one. and i dont need no bitch.
Went and saw the new Halloween it was aight. spent 40 bucks that night on random shit cause i thought it was gonna be just me and this girl at work going but 4 other people tagged along. only time i had with her was on the way to her place that was fine.
But today i ended up finding out that i guess im to immature for her. Well that was a lame ass excuse. shes the one that didnt want me to be all boyfriendish to her cause she wanted her life to get back together ( understandable) but all that bull shit of oh your a nice guy and it was just nothing. gave her 10 bucks for gas cause shit i know how it goes told her not to worry about it. ( cause thats how i roll) then i went and bussed tables made 15 more bucks and heard she was low on gas again so i gave her that and told her not to worry about it also. Im just pissed that i spent that effort for nothing no friendship nothing just a spankerchief with a name but i wasnt even that lucky. Just fuck it i guess my boss was trying to get me outta that mood at work telling me shit to cheer up i wanted to not be standing in my little vut area. but i just stood there looking at the ground its my thing. i was thinking is all.
Im more mad at myself. that i let myself just to all that shit for what i did. not like i just wanted her for a peice of ass. oh well i guess it was a lost cause. guess she didnt like the idea of having a man that wasnt going to treat her like shit. oh well i guess. i struck out.
Then yesterday guess who ended up looking for me at the work site... Lisa... apperently shes all gimped out. Im glad i wasnt there. I dont care what her problem is, cause she didnt give a fuck about my problem with me wanting to see my son.
I dunno im just confused about shit again. oh well fuck it, ill be like that again dont need help from no one. and i dont need no bitch.