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Spending my weekends with those close friends and karlok. Yap, this is the first time i met up with him for year 2008. Been thinking alot when i'm with them, but most of the time i'm thinking; the next time we meet up with him it will be 2009. So year just pass by like that. And i promised, i really hate to say goodbye to those whom i know i will not be meeting up with that often. It's like 'hey goodbye' and during the next encounter, everything changes.
I got alot to say, but i got no idea how to let it out. Lots to say on lots of things. I really think that if we don't grow old or die, this world would be wonderful. Death is scary, no matter how. Some people will die comfortably on hospital bed and just 'fall asleep'. Some unlucky ones will just got kill in accident or whatever where bloody scene get involved. Still they 'fall asleep'. You just get into a deep deep sleep and you never wakes up. I just can't imagine that the world don't need me anymore.Ya i'm afraid..
I'm turning 8teen this year. How? I know i hate it. Ya i can go club when i'm 8teen, i'm at legal age, i'm can take driving lesson, i'm free to do anything i wanted as an adult. But something is wrong with me, i kinda be in the not-intrested arena of all these. But no to worry, i'm feeling good =)
Cny's coming. The damn boring part about it is that, we need to do those visitings. If it's visiting at relatives houses it's still okay. Damn irritating part is going to those unknown aunties houses, sit there seeing them do those talkings and seeing yourself feeling left out. So is always better if you have silblings. Luckily i got my cousins.
I wanna be lucky..you know?
I got alot to say, but i got no idea how to let it out. Lots to say on lots of things. I really think that if we don't grow old or die, this world would be wonderful. Death is scary, no matter how. Some people will die comfortably on hospital bed and just 'fall asleep'. Some unlucky ones will just got kill in accident or whatever where bloody scene get involved. Still they 'fall asleep'. You just get into a deep deep sleep and you never wakes up. I just can't imagine that the world don't need me anymore.Ya i'm afraid..
I'm turning 8teen this year. How? I know i hate it. Ya i can go club when i'm 8teen, i'm at legal age, i'm can take driving lesson, i'm free to do anything i wanted as an adult. But something is wrong with me, i kinda be in the not-intrested arena of all these. But no to worry, i'm feeling good =)
Cny's coming. The damn boring part about it is that, we need to do those visitings. If it's visiting at relatives houses it's still okay. Damn irritating part is going to those unknown aunties houses, sit there seeing them do those talkings and seeing yourself feeling left out. So is always better if you have silblings. Luckily i got my cousins.
I wanna be lucky..you know?