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May 20, 2007 14:18

Title: Giving In
Pairing: Spencer/Jon
Rating: NC17
Summary: Spencer and Jon realize what they want
Author's notes: This began as a cowrite with 
melatdehdisco with her as ryan/bren and me as spence/jon.  Lost steam and I wasnt really feeling spence/jon.  A month later, meeting Jon sparked an interest that was also fueled by the wonderful Dallas
dal_atthedisco  as she showed me and taught me how to love Jon for the slashy boy he could become.  So I went back to the original first part I wrote for the cowrite, took out the Ryan and Brendon and wrote pages more.  So this is to them.
Please concrit!!!! and yes more of Tired is coming soon!

Giving In
Sitting in the car, enjoying the scenery, they drove up to the little cabin they had decided to rent. It was perfect; just what they had imagined it would be. It was early in the morning and the porch light was lit, but was being out shined by the newly rising sun. The lake along side glistened, and as they stepped out of the car, the air was cool and weightless. Nothing like the hot heavy Nevada air they were used to. They were all tired and just wanted to go curl up under the covers and enjoy their time of peace. Being on tour can take a lot out of you, and a lot out of your relationships. This was a time to rejuvenate their bodies, minds without screaming fan girls, jerky bus rides, restless hotel stays and stress ignited arguments.

Ryan and Brendon ran ahead, wanting to steal the best bedroom for themselves, since they would probably be spending most of their time in there anyway. Jon and Spencer walked slowly behind them, bedroom assignments being the last thing on their minds.

"Hey, Jon?"

"What?"

"What do you want out of this trip?"

"Aren't we here to work on the new album?"

"Yeah, but besides that."

"I don't know. I'm just excited to be part of the album process finally. I've toured and played sold out shows. Hell, we have a DVD even. But there is no album out there with my name on it. I've been in the studio with The Academy Is... watching and video taping and I'm itching to get in there with you guys. I've done it backwards and honestly it drives me crazy."

"Yeah, I guess you have, I didn't know it drove you crazy though."

"Spence, seriously I love everything that this group is and what you guys have done for me. But the songs we play now, I'm not a part of them. I think after this album finishes, I'll finally feel that I belong you know?"

Jon and Spencer took a seat on the steps of the cabin, looking out at the scenery. Spencer sat contemplating Jon's words, and the new insight he now had into Jon.

"Hey, you belong here.  I've always felt that, and you've done more for us than you think."

Jon looked over at the blue eyed boy and gave him a little smile, always amazed that he could always make him feel better.

Spencer didn't want to kill the nice moment they were having, but if they didn't go inside soon, he was afraid what they would go inside to.

"Come on, we need to go inside before Ryan and Brendon make their claim on everything."

"Yeah, let's go in."

Spencer and Jon get up, dust themselves off, and walked into the cabin, heading off to search for the remaining bedrooms. They found the master bedroom right away, which was located more to the front of the cabin, and headed on to look for the others. They found one room with the door shut (obviously Brendon and Ryan had claimed that room), they both huffed and continued on, only to soon realize there were no more rooms left.

"Uh, Spence? Did we miss another bedroom somewhere?"

"I don't think so. The only other one was the master bedroom, with that huge ass moose head in it."

The two stare at each other for a split second, then their eyes grew wide as they realize the same thing at the same time: one bedroom equals one bed.

"BRENDON!" Spencer and Jon scream at the top of their lungs.

Brendon jumped back from kissing Ryan and frowned when he heard his name being called and banging on the door. He turned and walked back into the room, and opened the door to see a red faced Jon and Spencer.

"What? You idiots totally ruined the mood."

"Why is there only one more bedroom Brendon?" Spencer asked through clenched teeth.

"Because this was the only cabin they had available Spencer, or else we would have had to wait two months for a 3 bedroom, and that was not going to happen."

Brendon couldn't see what the big deal was; Spencer should be thanking him, instead of yelling at him.

"Is there a reason why you didn't share this little information with us sooner? See, the thing is, JON AND I DON'T USUALLY SHARE A BED!"

"Well maybe you should."

And with that Brendon slammed the door, ignoring the banging and yelling on the other end.

"What the fuck Brendon!!" The two continued to scream obscenities at the door that was just slammed in their faces.

They quickly lost steam as they continue to be ignored and shuffle back to 'their' room.

"What the hell was Brendon thinking? I mean how is this supposed to help us write a new album, if they decide to never come out of that room?"

"Jon, haven't you learned yet?" Spencer smiled, "Brendon does not think, he just acts."

"Fuck, that boy is almost 20; he needs to learn to think sometimes about others, well besides Ryan," Jon crawls up so he is lying on the bed now. Spencer follows.

"Jon, please calm down. We can't change Brendon. He is who he is, and you know you love him just the same. Now, lets just take a nap; we will feel better after we sleep. You stay on that side and I'll stay on my side. It will be fine."

"Yeah, I guess you're right."

"Sweet Dreams."

Jon turned onto his side facing the opposite of Spencer. Suddenly feeling nervous about the close proximity he was with Spencer, he didn't know why this now bothered him so, since they just spent three months practically up each other's ass. (Brendon and Ryan, literally) This was certainly weird. Spencer was lightly snoring already, Jon noticed. It was kind of cute. What am I saying? Spencer, cute? The overload of Ryan and Brendon affection is going to my head apparently. Jon chalked all the crazy thoughts and feelings to stress; this vacation was a surely needed. With that thought, he drifted off to sleep.

Spencer woke up to his stomach growling and his face pressed into the crook of someone's neck. Slowly he raised his head, only to notice he and Jon completely entangled with each other. He looked up to see Jon slowly opening his eyes and he immediately pulled himself away.

"Uh sorry," Spence blushed and mentally cursed.

Jon groaned, "Its okay."

"Yeah, I'm hungry. Let's go get the other two from their room and go get some food."

"Give me a couple minutes; I want to change first."

Jon got up and left the room. He came back with two bags.

"Here, I brought your stuff too."

"Thanks"

The two started digging around in their bags looking for new clothes. Jon started to take off his shirt, but off all of a sudden he started feeling self conscious, which was silly, seeing that Spencer had seen him with his shirt off often on the bus. He grabs his stuff and heads to the bathroom. When he came out, Spencer was done changing and sitting on the bed waiting for him. The two walk down to the bedroom that contained the other two, and banged on the door.

"Ryan, Brendon, come on. We need to go get groceries."

"We're coming, hold on a sec," Ryan yelled to them.

After they were dressed, both boys excited the room to see Jon and Spencer sitting in the living room waiting for them.

"Hey, let's go." Brendon grabbed the keys off of the table and headed out the front door to the car.

"Bren, you are not driving, you don't have your license." Spencer ran out behind Brendon, and Ryan laughed, heading out the door with Jon.

Upon arriving at the store, Ryan and Brendon took off in the search of the aisle that contained the coveted Red Bull. Jon and Spencer started wandering looking for food to eat over the coming weeks. They throw some stuff in the car as they walk.

"Jon, I want ice cream," Spencer said when he spotted the freezer aisles.

"Sounds good. I haven’t had ice cream in a while."

"OH let’s make sundaes. We should find whip cream and chocolate sauce too."

"What kind of ice cream?" Jon asks as they look in the freezer.

"I don’t care. Get a variety."

Jon grabs several and they continue on through the store looking for the whip cream and chocolate sauce. After they find it, they grab some Jack Daniel’s for Jon and head to the check out. They find their bandmates looking through magazines at the check out.

"So you two spent the time looking at magazines while we did the shopping? We could have left you home for that," Spence said to the two as they walked up.

"You wouldn’t buy us what we needed, so we had to come," Brendon said as he put the magazine back on the shelf.

"Brendon, I think I could have found the Red Bull."

"That is not all we found to buy," Brendon points at the basket Ryan is holding. "There are other things besides Red Bull."

"Capri-sun?" Jon asks.

"Yeah, that too. But would you buy us these?" Brendon pulls out two boxes of condoms and grins.

Spencer rolls his eyes, "Let’s get in line."

The guys pay for the groceries, put them in the car and head back to the cabin. They quickly put away the groceries away and made ice cream sundaes. They were all lounging around the living room enjoying their sundaes when Brendon decided he was bored.

"Let’s play truth or dare!" Brendon delared.

"Must we Bren? You know I don’t like that game," Ryan told his boyfrind.

"Please?" Brendon pouted.

"Ask Spence and Jon."

Spencer shrugs and Jon takes a sip of his Jack Daniels and Brendon takes this as giving in.

"I’m going first. Truth or dare Jon?"

"You are not getting an embarrassing story out of me. I pick dare."

"I dare you to chug a glass of Jack straight."

"Ha. No problem," Jon goes to get a glass and fills it up and drinks it.

He wipes his mouth and asks, "Truth or dare Brendon?"

"I pick truth."

"How long and often did you masterbate to the thought of Ryan before you dragged Ryan out of the closet?"

"About six months- two hundred twenty three times," Ryan turns bright red at Brendon’s revelation.

"Well that was a little more specific than what I was looking for," Jon wrinkles nose and reaches for the Jack.

"Spencer, truth or dare?" Brendon asks.

"Dare."

"I dare you to," Brendon pauses and smiles. "I dare you to kiss Jon and kiss him like you mean it with your tongue even."

"What the fuck?" Spencer states. Ryan spits out his ice cream as Jon’s eyes practically bug out of his head.

"I dared you to kiss Jon, what’s the problem?"

"What possessed you to dare that?"

"Because you need to kiss Jon."

"I hate you Brendon. Let’s get this over with Jon," Spencer walks over to the couch that Jon is sitting on and sits next to him.

"Spence, we don’t have to do this. Fuck Brendon."

"Yes we do. Otherwise he will just run his mouth about it forever."

Jon takes another sip of Jack, even though he know he shouldn’t as he is really feeling what he already had. Spencer slowly leaned in and pressed his lips to Jon’s. Jon returned the kiss. Spencer slid his tongue into Jon’s mouth where he was surprised to find Jon’s tongue eagerly greeting his. When they break apart, they look into each others eyes briefly as they are both surprised at how much they liked it.

"That was fantastic. I enjoyed it. Thanks for doing that. Ryan, I’m done playing truth or dare. Let’s go to bed."

"So that was all just to get us to kiss? I really, really hate you Brendon," Spencer growled at Brendon.

"That was mean," Jon states.

"Brendon, let’s go before they kick your ass," Ryan gets off the couch and pulls his boyfriend out of the room, leaving Jon and Spencer alone.

Jon and Spencer just sit on the couch for a few minutes as neither knows what to say after the kiss.

"Can I have some of that?" Spencer points to the half-empty bottle of Jack.

Jon is surprised at the question, but hands over the bottle. Spencer takes a long sip, wipes his mouth and places it on the table. Jon watches Spencer drink, as it is so unlike his band mate. Jon’s eyes widen as Spencer leans in and places his lips on Jon’s. Jon leans into it and the two experience something that changes their relationship forever. They break apart and stare at each other as thoughts swirl through their heads about what they just did

Jon clears his throat, "So, did you like the Jack?"

"Yes, it helped me do what I’ve been wanting to do. Been needing to do," Spencer answers.

"I’ve been needing and wanting that too."

Jon kisses Spencer and their tongues collide. This kiss is filled with the desire that the two have had pent up inside of them for much too long. The kiss turns to a make-out session with Jon’s hands running along Spencer’s chest and Spencer’s hands running through Jon’s hair. When the two break, they gasp for air.

"Bedroom?" Jon pants out.

Spencer nods as he can’t catch his breath enough to choke out an answer. Jon stands up, grabs Spencer’s hand, and pulls him to the bedroom. The two come to a complete stop when they see the decorations that have been added to their bedroom. There are condoms blown up everywhere, as if they were balloons. There was a note on the bed attached to a bottle of lube

Hoped you two might be able to use some of this. Have fun and be careful!
~Brendon (and Ryan too)
ps. Its about fucking time!!!!

"I wondered what the condoms were for at the store," Spencer comments.

"What?"

"When we were at the store, remember Brendon said we wouldn’t buy them condoms? I thought that was kind of strange."

"Why?"

"Because they don’t use them."

"I don’t need to know what they do and don’t use. Or why you know? It is bad enough we have to hear them on the bus." Jon makes a face at the thought of Ryan and Brendon having sex again.

"Sometimes knowing too much comes with best-friend territory."

Jon nods his head in understanding as he removes the condom balloons from the bed. Spencer flounces down onto the bed and pulls Jon down on top of him. Spencer begins to kiss Jon’s neck, carefully at first. Jon begins to make noises of appreciation as Spencer deepens them to make his mark. Jon’s top buttons of his shirt come undone Spencer continues his trail down.

"Stop a second."

Jon sits up to quickly un-bottons the offending shirt and take it off. His eyes never leave Spencer as they are hungry for the boy. As much as he loved what Spencer was doing, he couldn’t be greedy and not return it. Jon moves between Spencer’s legs and pulls up Spencer’s T-shirt, carefully putting his arms through and pulling it over his head. The shirt hits the wall. Jon runs his hands over the sexy hips that are peaking above the waistband. He leans down and begins to kiss and lick Spencer’s chest, starting with his nipples. Spencer moans in appreciation and his hips buck up at Jon’s stimulation from his hands and mouth. Jon continues the sucking, licking, and kissing until he reaches those sexy hips. Those deserve a little more attention and a lot more marking. He can feel how hard Spencer’s become against his chest and know its time to get rid of those super tight girl jeans Spencer was wearing. Jon unbuttons, then unzips and his eyes widen in surprise and delight, as he finds that Spencer goes without boxers or briefs.

Spencer bursts out laughing, "What? I’m not that big."

"You don’t wear anything besides pants," Jon’s still in awe.

"You would see it through these pants now wouldn’t you?"

"I guess I never thought about it. Now lets just get these off."

Spencer helps Jon take off his pants and then goes for Jon’s. He’s hard as hell and needs to get this moving along faster. After the button and zipper are undone, he pushes the pants and boxers down all at once. He smiles at his partner as Jon blushes. Spencer repositions himself on the bed so Jon can move between his legs with easy access. Jon does and finds Spencer’s hand on his balls gently massaging them. He grabs Spencer’s shaft and begins to pump his hand back and forth. The two continue until Spencer stops and grabs Jon’s hand to stop him.

"Jon, inside me."

Jon nods his head and reaches for the bottle of lube left by their best friends. He squirts it on his fingers and slowly traces Spencer’s entrance.

"Fuck," Spencer growls.

Jon smiles as he puts one finger inside. He quickly introduces a second and moves them up and down before switching to a scissoring motion. Jon brushes against against Spencer’s prostate. Spencer’s just a slur of swear words. Jon knows he can’t take much of this before he comes, let alone Spencer. He puts in three, stretching Spencer further. Spencer’s fumbling around on the bed, grabs the lube, and holds it up at Jon.

"Now damn it."

Jon loves the new commanding side of Spencer and removes his fingers. Spencer squirts the lube on his own fingers and begins to coat Jon’s penis with the substance. He spreads his legs farther apart and tilts his hips to give his lover complete access. Jon slowly enters Spencer and watches Spencer’s face to wait for the initial burn to fade. When it does, he slowly starts thrusting into Spencer. As he speeds up, Spencer’s pumping himself. Jon quickly finds Spencer’s prostate again and Spencer screams in delight. After Jon hits it a couple times, Spencer comes all over Jon’s chest and stomach. Jon quickly comes after Spencer. Neither are surprised that they don’t last long after the amount of built up desire, anticipation, and anxiety that occurred in the previous months. Jon pulls out and slides on to his side on the bed up against Spencer. Spencer pulls Jon’s head to his own and kisses the man who he just made love with, who he was in love with.

"Thank you, " he whispers as he runs his fingers along Jon’s cheek.

"No, Spence thank you. Thank you for being you."

"Thank you for being you as well. And to giving in to me," Spencer smirks.

Jon settles into the crook of Spencer’s arm and the two drift off to sleep with smiles on their faces.

spencer smith, jon walker

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