suicide?
I know hardly anyone will pay attention to this, it doesn't matter. As these tears roll down my cheeks all I can say is that my life has brought me many things, and i've been many places. I've known too much, i've seen just as much. I've been happy, i've been sad, i've felt all the emotion anyone ever feels. All I can honestly say I know is to make those I love happy. The only way I want to live from this day forward is to honor those I love, make myself proud and do something worth while. I love you, I always have and I always will. Nothing I do is to dissapoint you, nothing I have done was to dissapoint you. I can't seem to grasp what i've done in the past, none of it was worth losing my time. I've passed up so many opportunities and i'm not going to pass up another one. I've lost so much time to love, so much time to learn and so much time to live it's so surreal. I feel like i've lived in the movies for all of my teen years.
This is the last teen year I have to live, not a single moment will be spent wasted, the rest of my time I do have to live, no matter how short or short it may be ( I don't know and it doesn't matter for a second) i'll spend it breathing. Really breathing, not faking it, not trying to fit in, not trying to impress. Nothing makes me want to inhale more than my friends. You all make me so proud, you have no idea. You have so much to live for, just as much as I do. I love it, I can't impress and I don't want to. I've finally come to understand that it really doesn't matter, what's life without me? What is this fable without my tales? That I can not say, but one thing for sure is, no matter how much we worry, no matter how much we stress, we will never grasp how beautiful every single one of our breaths are.
With all the love that all of the words that exist can not describe
Sincerely yours
Brett Steven Wilson
This is the last teen year I have to live, not a single moment will be spent wasted, the rest of my time I do have to live, no matter how short or short it may be ( I don't know and it doesn't matter for a second) i'll spend it breathing. Really breathing, not faking it, not trying to fit in, not trying to impress. Nothing makes me want to inhale more than my friends. You all make me so proud, you have no idea. You have so much to live for, just as much as I do. I love it, I can't impress and I don't want to. I've finally come to understand that it really doesn't matter, what's life without me? What is this fable without my tales? That I can not say, but one thing for sure is, no matter how much we worry, no matter how much we stress, we will never grasp how beautiful every single one of our breaths are.
With all the love that all of the words that exist can not describe
Sincerely yours
Brett Steven Wilson