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i hate it when im not here. i hate it when im here without charlie. being in kansas has made me happy, but i know im going to have to go back to spokane. to an empty house. charlie wont be back from alaska until the 16th. words cant describe how much i love him.
i hate the cold.
i want our bonus to come so i can make our house a home. with better furniture, and stuff for the new baby. and ofcourse plenty of new stuff for Brynn.
i love my friends here. itll be hard having this baby without them there. its going to be weird.
but if being away from them means being with charlie and brynn together....then thats just how its going to be. i am truly blessed. i dont see why i complain.
time to sleep? haha or atleast try. i cant sleep without him. i never sleep anymore.
i hate the cold.
i want our bonus to come so i can make our house a home. with better furniture, and stuff for the new baby. and ofcourse plenty of new stuff for Brynn.
i love my friends here. itll be hard having this baby without them there. its going to be weird.
but if being away from them means being with charlie and brynn together....then thats just how its going to be. i am truly blessed. i dont see why i complain.
time to sleep? haha or atleast try. i cant sleep without him. i never sleep anymore.