I should've realized.......It's at it again......
Well, my theory has been proven true once again. It's the Good/Bad Theory. Life is good for about, like, 3-4 months and then the universe or God, destiny, whatever the Hell you want to call it, steps in to fuck me over and rape me. This "raping" period last for the rest of the entire year, during which only one or possibly two remotly good things will happen to me. Of course, it doesn't just go from Good to Bad. There is a sort of melting effect in the phasing of the two Lifestyles I guess you'd call them. In this period good things happen to me but then bad things happen right after! Its not cool at all. So what I guess I'm saying is if I seem to be pissed off, depressed or suicidal it's only because my life really really sucks. But don't worry, I'm not going to kill myself, although I'm sure some people would like that, and it would solve all my problems.....but it'd make an even bigger problem; I'd be dead, and I don't think theres a solution to that one, not yet anyway. So tonight and tomorrow, Hell, probably even all next week I'm gonna be pissed and breaking shit all over the place. Warning, DO NOT, I will say it again, DO NOT fuck with me for at least 2 weeks, or one may find themselves in some awful pain, for in this time I don't care if I get in trouble. Also, I think I might drop out of school, my dad says he'd be pissed but he'd understand, so maybe I'll do that, I don't know, I just don't know............