Thoughts meander on like a restless wind into a letterbox....
I'm seriously listening to the all american rejects right now. What the fuck kind of crack am I smoking?
So I saw William and Dan the man at the convenient store on the way home. Gosh they really look like shit. Will was all strung out on speed trying to rationalize it when I scolded him. Dan obviously hadn't bathed in a few days. They were making fun of derrick for quitting and trying to make it sound like a big deal as I'm sure they could sense my "unimpressed" demeanor.
It really was pathetic...seeing them all fucked up on drugs again....doing the same thing they were doing four years ago. I thought daniel was better than that but apparently I was wrong. I'm not trying to look down my nose at them...I just can't help but feel dissappointed. I never know how to spell that word.
I met a boy. He's great. I know very little about him, but hopefully I will learn more and he will like me as well.
I'm so incredibly nosey. I've spent the past twenty minutes googling people to see what I can find out. I'm such a creepy loser sometimes.
Tommorow I have an NA meeting. I don't even do narcotics. Bah.
I'm voting for Kinky Friedman for Governer.
It just hit me that pretty soon frances will be gone. This makes me very very sad....especially since technically I'm not allowed to leave the county so I can't really go visit her unless I hitch a ride with someone.
Austin sent me financial aid info. Damnit I should have moved!
Okay, bedtime.
kat
So I saw William and Dan the man at the convenient store on the way home. Gosh they really look like shit. Will was all strung out on speed trying to rationalize it when I scolded him. Dan obviously hadn't bathed in a few days. They were making fun of derrick for quitting and trying to make it sound like a big deal as I'm sure they could sense my "unimpressed" demeanor.
It really was pathetic...seeing them all fucked up on drugs again....doing the same thing they were doing four years ago. I thought daniel was better than that but apparently I was wrong. I'm not trying to look down my nose at them...I just can't help but feel dissappointed. I never know how to spell that word.
I met a boy. He's great. I know very little about him, but hopefully I will learn more and he will like me as well.
I'm so incredibly nosey. I've spent the past twenty minutes googling people to see what I can find out. I'm such a creepy loser sometimes.
Tommorow I have an NA meeting. I don't even do narcotics. Bah.
I'm voting for Kinky Friedman for Governer.
It just hit me that pretty soon frances will be gone. This makes me very very sad....especially since technically I'm not allowed to leave the county so I can't really go visit her unless I hitch a ride with someone.
Austin sent me financial aid info. Damnit I should have moved!
Okay, bedtime.
kat