i will be quite honest with you guys

[damngam]

I sometimes scan my friends pages for my name
I sometimes only post to see what you guys will say
I am big on reactions
I secretly just dont give a shit
I would be content sitting in my room sleeping reading and writing
I wish  could blow off the fraternity completely
I wish I still had a connection with some people, not just arguing
I hate that I only see certain people when i am out drinking
I hate smoking, but I am finding it difficult to quit
I really want to blow off my school work
I get bitter and angry because I dont express myself until its too late
I thought about cutting last week
I thought about doing something just to get attention
I never fear that the world will end, I just hope I am not in it when it does
It scares me when i think about me having children
I am worried I will not be able to get married
I hate being called a dyke
I wish I could find a flipping job already
I wish didnt curse so much
I think it would be fabulous to be do stand up comedy, although I would forget my act and rattle on about nothing until I got kicked off
I want to go on a long vacation with Nora
I didnt get anything accomplished on my week off
I wish I could be more assertive
I am so lazy and apathetic....haha, and I dont care, until I realize I was being stupid, then I panick
I am so happy to be alive!
I am so in love with Nora
I wish people could just accept a gift and move on with their lives, sometimes I just like to be nice.
I love drunk candyland