i am sry

May 02, 2005 21:52

hey i am sry i have brought a lot of drama to the table and if you don't want to talk to me it is fine but my life is with god and will charish him in my life so much. See mike i know that i don't have that much people sanding behind me it is like that day after day but all i need is one friend and god and my life is set i don't have to have you ( Read more... )

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anonymous May 4 2005, 22:02:59 UTC
she may not be showing it in person the way u expect her to, but she has been holding Gods hand through everything that has been going on, and u go and tell her shes the one who needs to follow christ like u and u've been following him like hardcore for the last 3 days.
while u were being a jerk to her and posting crule stuff about her and thomas what was she doing trying to understand u were upset, saying (posting) for God to help and guide u, and asking others to pray. i don't think she started to get real defensive until just recently. and now ur saying she needs to follow ur shadow to find God. well she has found Him way long before u seemed to reavaluate urself.
stop telling her to turn her self around because it is a process that takes time, and he process has been going from day one, and she has turned herself around, if she didn't she wouldn't have told u how she felt, and went through the terrifing pain of watching u be unhappy. so stop focusing ur self on her turning around, and focus on ur self.
and t let u know something from what i know about her...shes not the best at just going out and spreading Gods word, and she has said, she doesn't want to go out and spreads Gods word when she is still trying to understand it herself.
its not always about spreading the word to others, u have to spread the word to urself and feel it through ur body inside and out. thats what she is still trying to accomplish.
thats what God is telling her, thats where he is leading her and that is just what she intends to do, no matter how long it takes her she is following God the way He is showing himself to her.
until next time

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