how saddening. ):
Aww man, now that i've got half the money saved, i dont know if i should buy it.
I mean, it just doesn't feel right these days. Its not me feeling less, its not. I just feel like its different. I wasnt that goody goody cheery girl in that few days i guess. Its like a big big minus point. Ive got to get back.
I guess yesterday and today was alright, im back to my old self. Which is good. I don't want to think so much, and look utterly foolish in front of people, do i? Argh, what a sad post. D: Im just thinking too much.
But.. it just (still) feels different. In a bad way.