gah ugliness of word!
gah. again.
okay fine. i kno, i kno. i deserve it. i can't do much about it you know. i'm born this way.
today my colleague said i'm so ugly. and he didnt meant it jokingly. or at least thats what i think. fine. he's not the first or will be the last either. to add the icing to the ugly cake, he nonchalantly mentioned i'm akin to a frog. maybe a kiss from another colleague will turn me into prince charming. ripples of laughter broke. haha. i'm laughing too, it is funny, only the jokes on me. it's hilarious all the same. and couple days back someone mentioned how ugly i look while i talk with my jaws all open. fine fine. i know my self professed good looking guy is just a shell for my own self esteem but hey, you know what, it will never work when everyone keep telling you the opposite.
it's frustrating enough already. i am already a hunchback, and altho as much as i try to fix my posture, all my early years of slouching has taken its toll to my back bone. i'm literally hunched a little when i'm sitting up straight. i look fat with loose clothes on because of the way the hunch made my chest look larger. i have braces and i talk with all my jaw barring for exhibition. wheee. how lovely. my hair sucks, if i don't apply any cream or gel or wax, i will look like monkey's butt with symmetrical extended spikea on both sides of my forehead. w00t. i'm short and i have very short legs that have been made fun for all my years. wheeee. my eyes are small when i smile, and i have terrible eye bags and i look horrible without glasses. wheee. okay i can list down another 100 reasons why i'm ugly but really, there's no need for it. i'll just bask in more self pity and indulge in dreams fill with glittering stars and rainbow.
ah life sucks. but hey, thats life for ya. =/
yours truly
damned_mind
okay fine. i kno, i kno. i deserve it. i can't do much about it you know. i'm born this way.
today my colleague said i'm so ugly. and he didnt meant it jokingly. or at least thats what i think. fine. he's not the first or will be the last either. to add the icing to the ugly cake, he nonchalantly mentioned i'm akin to a frog. maybe a kiss from another colleague will turn me into prince charming. ripples of laughter broke. haha. i'm laughing too, it is funny, only the jokes on me. it's hilarious all the same. and couple days back someone mentioned how ugly i look while i talk with my jaws all open. fine fine. i know my self professed good looking guy is just a shell for my own self esteem but hey, you know what, it will never work when everyone keep telling you the opposite.
it's frustrating enough already. i am already a hunchback, and altho as much as i try to fix my posture, all my early years of slouching has taken its toll to my back bone. i'm literally hunched a little when i'm sitting up straight. i look fat with loose clothes on because of the way the hunch made my chest look larger. i have braces and i talk with all my jaw barring for exhibition. wheee. how lovely. my hair sucks, if i don't apply any cream or gel or wax, i will look like monkey's butt with symmetrical extended spikea on both sides of my forehead. w00t. i'm short and i have very short legs that have been made fun for all my years. wheeee. my eyes are small when i smile, and i have terrible eye bags and i look horrible without glasses. wheee. okay i can list down another 100 reasons why i'm ugly but really, there's no need for it. i'll just bask in more self pity and indulge in dreams fill with glittering stars and rainbow.
ah life sucks. but hey, thats life for ya. =/
yours truly
damned_mind