Interview.....
In some ways I am hoping this week will fly by but in others I'm not. I'm hoping it'll go quick because next week I'm off to Sydney, but I also want it to go slow because on Friday I have an interview for a Hairdressing apprenticeship and I'm nervous. I feel like I need time to prepare and four days should be enough. I mean either they think I'd work well with them or not. I'd really like to get it because it'd mean at least one part of my life had settled and was on track but I wont be too sad if I dont, theres still Tafe next year.
I cant wait till this year is over its been a really tough one for me, alot of things have happened personally and within my family that have really shaken things up. I feel like I'm alot shyer and nervous about things and I really thought I'd passed that phase of my life. There have just been so many times this year when I've really wished that I had the support of my friends around me like I did last year. I mean I have Tom, and he's amazing to me, and I'll never stop being grateful, for how much he takes care of me, but I miss everyone else to.
God now I'm whinging on and that wasn't my intention, I should be happy I went shopping with Tom today and had boost juice - ahh that just sounds juvenile!!!!
I cant wait till this year is over its been a really tough one for me, alot of things have happened personally and within my family that have really shaken things up. I feel like I'm alot shyer and nervous about things and I really thought I'd passed that phase of my life. There have just been so many times this year when I've really wished that I had the support of my friends around me like I did last year. I mean I have Tom, and he's amazing to me, and I'll never stop being grateful, for how much he takes care of me, but I miss everyone else to.
God now I'm whinging on and that wasn't my intention, I should be happy I went shopping with Tom today and had boost juice - ahh that just sounds juvenile!!!!