Day 19 - Male Showers

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It was in complete silence that Zack was moved from the cafeteria to the showers. Usually one would have expected him to be chatting with the nurse despite the fact that she happened to think he was a certain Parker Johnson, but... No, not today

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While it was a bit odd to speak to someone while shampooing his hair, Zack had carried all sorts of conversations with his fellow SOLDIERs in the showers. Granted, this was probably the most serious conversation he'd ever had in a shower room, but he felt the need to be clean. It wasn't as if he'd actually done anything wrong, but he'd promised to keep Cloud alive. And he hadn't.

No amount of soap was going to get rid of that feeling that he'd failed, but the sooner he was clean, the sooner he could sit down somewhere. He was exhausted.

"It has to be hard to lose a parent." His parents had lost him. He wondered if anyone had ever given him the news. He wondered what had ever happened to Aeris... There had been so many things he hadn't been able to finish before he'd died, but he'd always felt that it was all right so long as he'd made sure Cloud have lived.

But he hadn't.

"And yeah, that's sort of how it feels." He wasn't completely numb - shit, it hurt too much for him to be anywhere in the vicinity of not feeling - but his mind was threatening to shut down and he knew he couldn't let that happen.

"No, no, it's fine. I should probably keep on talking to people so I don't just shut off. And he was my friend." Ducking his head under the water, he allowed it to wash out the shampoo.

[not_a_savior]

"Oh, I see." Nowe bit his lip, turning his gaze to the ground. This was a lot harder than it should have been. He needed to learn to stop throwing himself into situations where he eventually ran out of ideas. He wished Urick was with him, the man was older and had more experience, and he'd know how to deal with a situation like this.

He could say that generic something-or-other that the religion-spouting priests were always talking about, how this man's friend was in "a better place" or whatever, but Nowe wasn't particularly religious. Again, the first part of his upbringing kind of prevented him from growing too attached to such farfetched belief systems. He wasn't sure how Zack felt about the whole thing either... this man was probably from an entirely different world, like Kadaj was, and who knew what they believed there?

In Nowe's struggle to figure out something to say, it suddenly dawned upon him that he'd forgotten one of the most important aspects of basic conversation, in his rush to try and make Zack feel better.

"I'm Nowe, by the way. I'm sorry, I just completely forgot to introduce myself. How rude of me." He rubbed the back of his head, sheepishly, and finally reached for the soap, deciding he'd better clean himself off to avoid any suspicion from the nurses or something. Kadaj had warned him about that.

[class_one]

It wasn't really a problem that the other man had been left with a loss for words. Speaking to someone that was going through something painful was never easy; that Zack knew from experience. He appreciated the effort--even with the horrible crushing feeling bunched up in his chest, he realized that this stranger was doing the best he could.

With all the shampoo out of his hair, Zack picked up the conditioner and began working that into his wild hair as well. He glanced over at the other man and once again half-smiled. It wasn't like this was going to make him miserable for the rest of his life. While he didn't want Cloud's death to mean nothing, he didn't want it to render him unhappy for the rest of his days.

He wasn't that sort of person. It wouldn't compute.

"I'm Zack," he responded. "I can't say it's exactly nice to meet you, considering where we are and what's happened, but..." He shrugged. "Well, you know what I mean. We've all got to work together here, so..." A group effort would be best. He still wanted to get in touch with the people from his own world. It wasn't that he didn't trust the others, but familiar ground was the best place to start when it came to such things.

[not_a_savior]

"Well, that's the ideal. I'm not so sure about the reality." Nowe's tone was doubtful. He remembered the conversation he'd had at breakfast with Kadaj, and the young man's absolute scorn of humans. It reminded him of the dragons and various other creatures from his own world who all seemed to share the same sentiment. Nowe figured Kadaj wasn't the only one who felt that way, either.

"Who was it you were looking for, exactly?" he asked, tilting his head curiously, "There's a very small chance I might know who one or two of them are, if you don't already." He offered, wanting to be of some help instead of just another chattering voice in Zack's ear. Of course, the chances he'd know the specific people Zack was looking for were slim. He'd only met... what, four or so people in the past several hours he'd been at this crazy institution?

Moving back under the spray to rinse off the suds, Nowe picked up the shampoo and looked at it, blinking slowly. It was another one of those strange things he hadn't seen before, like the flashlight or the waffles. He'd seen Zack put it in his hair and wash it out... was that it, then? It was soap for your hair?

"But... why not just use soap?" Nowe wondered aloud to himself, scratching his head. This place seemed to be full of strange and pointless things.

[class_one]

There was a certain truth to what Nowe responded with. Even if it would make sense for all of the patients to unite under one cause - that is, getting out of the institute - the chances that it would actual work that way were slim. There were enemies among them--already, Zack could say with quite a bit of confidence that he would refuse to work with Hojo. He had to believe that there were similar situations among the other patients. "Well, some of us should be able to get along, at least," he said with a sigh.

It didn't seem like there would be any harm in telling Nowe the names of the people he was supposed to find. "A man named Vincent, a girl named Elena, and someone named Kadaj," he responded. "At the moment, Vincent is my priority." The reasons for that were obvious. He was wary about Kadaj, mainly because he didn't think he was going to enjoy hearing whatever the mysterious person behind that name had to tell him.

Nowe's question seemed to be directed more to himself than anyone else, but it was too odd for Zack to just ignore. He chuckled slightly (an improvement from earlier, he was laughing!) and stared at Nowe. "What?" he asked, trying to hide a smirk.

[not_a_savior]

"Oh, I know Kadaj. He's the one I was sitting with at breakfast. He's got... Um... Silvery hair, down to about here..." Nowe gestured on himself to show Zack, "...And some long bangs in front of his face. And green eyes, that kind of look like cat eyes. You might not want to talk to him, he's kind of cynical, to say the least."

He looked back down at the bottle of shampoo in his hand, and held it up. "But this. What is this? I guess it's soap for your hair, right?" He tipped over the bottle, watching some of the liquid-like substance pour out into his hand. "I've never seen soap that wasn't solid before. Why not just use regular soap? You're just trying to get your hair clean, right?" Nowe sounded honestly befuddled by this mystery.

"I don't get this place, first there was that thing I found under my pillow, where you pressed a button and light came out of one end. Then there was that weird bread at breakfast, that looked like a square, with other squares inside of it. It was really good, but I've never seen them before in my life. They called them... What was it? 'Koffles'?" He looked helplessly over at Zack, noticing the man was watching him with a rather amused look on his face.

"What?" He asked, sounding defensive, his brow furrowing a little. He honestly had no idea how half the stuff in this place worked, and it was embarrassing that other people did.

[class_one]

The physical description was helpful, though Zack probably would have been able to pull Kadaj out of a crowd without knowing. "I don't exactly want to talk to him," he explained with a sigh, "but it has to be done, unfortunately." No, he could hardly imagine that would be a fun conversation.

...Nowe didn't know what shampoo was? The fact that he didn't know completely baffled Zack, but after he put some more thought into it, it wasn't so strange. There were people here from all sorts of different worlds--it would make sense that some of them didn't have the same developments as others.

And apparently his world didn't have shampoo.

"Ummm," he said, doing his best not to keep laughing (considering Nowe almost looked offended). "Well, solid soap is more meant for your skin, while shampoo is designed specifically for your hair. I don't know about you, but trying to use normal soap to wash my hair wouldn't work that well. And shampoo is better for your hair, too. Its got chemicals in it that strengthen your hair and... stuff like that." He was hardly an expert on hair-cleaning products, but he'd seen enough commercials...

As Nowe explained the flashlight and waffles, truly acting as if he'd never seen them before, Zack struggled to keep his expression straight. "Waffles," he corrected him, before placing his head under the water to wash out the conditioner.

"And sorry, I've just... never met someone who didn't know about shampoo. That's okay, though," he assured Nowe, clapping his hand on his shoulder. "Anyway, I think I'm going to go dry off in the locker room." He walked through it on the way into the actual shower area--there had to be towels and stuff there, he figured.

"Thanks, though," he said sincerely. He was certainly in a better mood than before, though still nowhere near 100 percent Zack cheerfulness. With that, he headed out toward the locker room.

[not_a_savior]

"Ohhh. I think I get it," Nowe said, looking back down at the bottle again and nodding slowly, "Though I still don't see why regular soap isn't good enough." He shrugged, and started to gingerly scrub it into his scalp, looking up as Zack excused himself.

"Alright then. I hope you find some answers, Zack. Good luck!" He gave a wave with his soapy hand as the dark-haired man walked away, and then leaned back to rinse the-- shampoo, did he call it...? What an incredibly weird name! --out of his hair. He watched as it turned into soapy bubbles and ran down his skin and into the drain, just like regular soap would. He touched his head lightly. His hair didn't feel any different, just... Wet.

He felt better, in any case. That hadn't been the life-threatening encounter he thought it might be. It seemed like there were some very nice people at Landel's, people he felt he could trust pretty completely. He still wasn't sure what to make of Kadaj, but Zack was a good person. He meant it when he'd wished the man good luck, and silently he hoped that Zack would not become the revenge-obsessed man that Nowe had been for a short while after Oror's death. Well, they'd probably run into each other again. He'd look forward to it.

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[ Zack's wandering over here. ]