Day 52: Library (2nd shift)

[longlivetehking]

Scar possibly couldn't have been more thrilled at the prospect of being escorted to the library. He had visited this particular room plenty of times to know that it was entirely useless and uninteresting - like most daytime activities, for that matter. Still, the nurse seemed rather convinced he'd like one of those silly books filled with papers

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[zack_fair]

While Zack didn't know what "British" was, it was easy enough for him to follow what the other patient was saying. Both people and governments were pretty easy to poke fun at, when you came down to it, especially since one was run by the other. He thought it was pretty impressive when authors were able to have hidden meanings woven into a story that seemed simple enough on the surface, so he was glad that the other patient had been able to shed that light on it.

"I guess you're right," he said, knowing that it would be hard for him to see the satire when he wasn't that familiar with Earth. "Still, thanks for explaining. And how about your book?" He nodded to the text that the man was holding onto, hoping that he wouldn't mind having to summarize yet another story for him.

But what was becoming more and more obvious as the conversation went by was that Zack hadn't introduced himself yet. He wanted to make sure he got that taken care of before he forgot entirely. "Oh, and my name's Zack," he said, using his free hand to reach out for the stranger.

[composers]

Zack wasn't the only one who'd looked over their introductions, and he couldn't help but feel flustered when he realized his mistake. But for a moment Austria wondered if it was wise to divulge any information about himself. However, it wasn't as if he had as much attachment to his human identity as opposed to the actual nation. So with that he reached out and took Zack's, offering a loose but steady shake in return.

"It's a pleasure, Zack. My name is Roderich." Of course, the man's next question didn't go unnoticed.

"Goethe's Faust is a play that is separated into two main parts. Since it seems as if this library only has the first I'll focus on that. That is, unless you'd like to know about the other as well."

There was a brief pause before he continued.

"The play itself is a tragedy, and the overall themes are noticeably darker than Gulliver's Travels. It starts with a demon recognized as Mephistopheles wagering against God himself for the soul of Faust, a striving scholar and favorite of the latter. Basically, given the man's devout nature, God is confident that Mephistopheles will be unable to lead him astray and away from the religious path."

[zack_fair]

Roderich, huh? Zack nodded when the name was given, but he couldn't help thinking that it sounded kind of fancy, almost sophisticated. Still, nothing really matched up to "Sephiroth" in terms of odd names. And what about Genesis? In comparison to all that, "Zack" was downright ordinary. But he certainly didn't mind it that way; it made it easy to remember, and made sure that people didn't assume anything about him straight off the bat.

For that reason, he was going to try and do the same to Roderich. The man was very polite and acted proper, but he was also being pretty patient in answering his questions, especially since chances were all he wanted to do at that point was read. Unless he was the scholarly type who liked to teach other people about things, but it was hard to know.

Though the explanation that Zack got this time around was a lot harder to follow. First of all, that one name alone was a complete mouthful (worse than Sephiroth, even), and getting into religious themes always seemed to muck things up. "So, let me guess," he said after a pause, having taken a moment to let it all process, "in the end he doesn't succeed? He loses his soul or something?"

If the book was dark, then that seemed like the natural progression. Especially because in stories, things usually went wrong before they got better, if they did at all.

[composers]

Even if the latter was full of questions the aristocrat was certainly enjoying himself, almost grateful of the chance to let his mind stray from his predicament to what was more stable. Educating the populace of the world's great works was a deed Austria was more than willing to commit, and it wasn't as if the company was unfavorable. Even if there was the possibility that Zack was nothing more than an actor, it was enough to put him at ease for the time being.

Austria allowed Zack the chance to mull over his words, but he was quick to answer the latter's assumptions.

"Ah, now that is something you'll have to find out yourself. It would be a shame to tell you so soon." Though he accompanied his words with a smile it wasn't meant to tease, as it only seemed proper not to spoil the contents before Zack was given a chance to read it.

[zack_fair]

Even if it hadn't been meant as a tease, Zack certainly took it at one. "So that's how it is, huh? You're just cruel!" It was clear that he didn't mean it, though, as he laughed to himself and placed his hands on his hips. If anything, this Roderich seemed to have an unstated sense of humor that the soldier was glad he'd been able to eke out of him somehow.

"If that's the case, then you're going to have to let me borrow it once you're done," he said with a wink as he glanced down at his own book. He was sort of hoping that he could get a nurse to let him take it back to his room now, since he felt like he would have wasted this guy's time if he didn't read it after asking him for a summary and all.

Though now that both of them had had a chance to relax for a bit and focus on something that wasn't the institute, Zack wondered if it might be better to warn this man, in case he was new. "And before I leave you alone to read that, just checking. Have you heard about the nights here yet?" Because Zack wasn't going to let anyone wander around without that knowledge, if he could help it.

[composers]

Austria was quickly learning that Zack was the overt kind of character, his bright tone and hearty laughing only supporting this obvious fact. Usually this type of behavior should've been frowned upon; after all, they were still in the library, and their lively conversation could probably be heard by half of its occupants. Yet the aristocrat couldn't help but offer a small smile as well, finding the lighthearted atmosphere quite pleasant.

"You may have it know if you would like. I've already read through this quite a few times..."

However, Austria's smile faded at the latter's question, and the aristocrat watched the other with some uncertainty.

"About what, exactly? Of how they allow their patients to roam the halls without supervision?" Already his stiff tone had returned, the frown accompanying it doing more than enough to reveal his displeasure on the matter.

[zack_fair]

It was nice of Roderich to offer him the book, and Zack was almost tempted to take it, but... one thing at a time, right? And so he waved him off with a shake of his head. "It's fine. I've gotta get through this one first, anyway." He tucked Gulliver's Travels under his arm, though, since it seemed like this conversation was going to go on a bit longer after all.

Hearing that question had made the other man instantly more serious, and it was clear that they were past talking about anything casually. Zack sighed, since it didn't sound like the other patient had gotten the full story.

"Yeah, that's right, but it's not like it's that easy. I mean, most people go out, I think, but it's pretty dangerous." Or it would be for the average person, anyway, and he was doubting that Roderich knew how to fight. While Zack could maybe picture him using a rapier or something, weapons weren't easy to find here.

"There are monsters that wander around, and while sometimes they can be avoided, sometimes they can't," he explained. "It's best if you find someone to stick with if you go out."

[composers]

Dangerous? Monsters? While Zack's charismatic attitude could be admired to an extent, it was almost as if the taller man had grown another head with the way Austria was looking at him. Yet he could've reacted much worse had he not been aware that they were allowed out in the first place, but one could argue that this wasn't much better. It was all so absurd in his mind, and for a moment the aristocrat could only find it ironic that they were discussing the whimsical settings of these stories only minutes before their own predicament.

"Is there a reason for this?" At first the question was asked out of mere politeness, forced as it was. However, he immediately realized that other circumstances didn't line up with what he'd considered normal, and the aristocrat's disbelief slowly dissolved, wariness taking its place. The emptiness he felt was a constant reminder that something had gone terribly wrong, and only now did he muster up the courage to ask. He couldn't help but be doubtful, but if there was anything that could explain why and how this could even occur...

"...And are they capable of anything else?"

[zack_fair]

Oh no. That look wasn't good. Even now, Zack sometimes forgot that there were certain worlds where people didn't even know about monsters. If that stare was any indication, then Roderich came from one of those, and he'd just given him a piece of information that was maybe a little too hard to swallow. Still, wasn't it better for him to be prepared beforehand, rather than running into a monster when he didn't even believe they existed?

It looked like the guy was doing his best to be polite -- as always! -- and go along with it, and so Zack figured he'd oblige him. "A reason? Well, I think it's just to put a thorn in our sides and make it that much harder to move around the institute looking for a way out, but trauma could fit in there, too." Not for him, but for people like Roderich who weren't used to the idea of monsters in the first place. "You might not believe me, but just keep it in mind. You'll probably run into one eventually." That was just the truth, as much as Zack didn't want to put it that way.

The guy's second question was a bit more vague, and so Zack decided to ask for clarification. "Like what? I mean, patients are taken to be experimented on or brainwashed, but you've probably heard about that already." Or so he hoped. If not, then the other patient was even worse off than he'd thought. Why hadn't he been asking more questions?

[composers]

The more Zack spoke the more ridiculous everything sounded, and Austria was beginning to regret ever asking for details. It was a disappointing thing to see the lively man in the same mental state as the rest of these patients, and once more the aristocrat was reminded of the potential dangers they posed. Yet Zack had been the first person to actually make an attempt to answer his questions, and so maybe he could sort through those answers for the truth.

"I apologize, but I'm afraid I don't understand your reasoning. Why would...'monsters' be necessary when this institute is already staffed? And wouldn't trauma be counterproductive to what they are trying to achieve?"

At this point the latter was describing this as more of a mental prison than a corrective institution, but he supposed it could seem that way to those admitted here. To be told that the institute experimented with their patients may have been an alarming thing to discover had it been true, but once more his own dilemma nagged him from the back of his mind.

"Also, I do not believe I'm familiar with the term 'brainwashing' either, but experimentation...?"

[zack_fair]

Oh. This was even worse than Zack had realized. Did Roderich seriously think that this was a legitimate mental institution run by people who were trying to help them? How could he, when their very presence in this place was already completely suspect? Unless he truly thought that he had something wrong with him, but...

"Well, first of all," Zack said, his tone become more serious as he tried to get through to the other patient, "the staff isn't around at night. Not really. The doors just open and the Head Doctor expects us to run around looking for a way out. He also expects us to fight whatever gets in our way. He's not really interested in helping any of us, especially since most people here aren't crazy in the first place. What Landel really wants to do -- I think -- is mess with us and watch how we react."

It was the exact sort of thing that Hojo would have gotten into a tizzy about, and so Zack had his money on that being the reason. There was really no other point in going to all this work, otherwise.

"Anyway, brainwashing means... he can take someone and warp something in their head so that they turn around and work on his side, just for a night. But if it happens to you, you'll even attack your friends and think it's the right thing. It's some sort of mental conditioning." Or magic; a Confuse spell had the same effects, even if usually only lasted for a minute or so. This whole explanation was getting way too complex, though, and he didn't even know if Roderich was going to believe half of it. Still, he had to try.

[composers]

Luckily for Zack, Austria already had his doubts about the institute's intentions, though it had been for completely different reasons. But none of this could be considered to be part of Prussia's 'style', where the aforementioned nation was more eager to conquer and get it over with as opposed to playing these mental games with his opponents. But there was something more dangerous with the way these details were described, and if the aristocrat could ever bring himself to believe Zack then his worries would've easily been justified.

...Yet he couldn't allow himself to just dismiss it all so easily. Allowing them to wander around on their own-apparently in some futile attempt to escape-had been perplexing enough for Austria to believe that this wasn't at all conventional. Someone had to have a disturbing mind to play with people like this; like it was all nothing more than a game to them.

"So they can implant different ideas into your mind and make you believe it's all true?" But he wasn't looking at Zack, and the question was more to himself than anything. Once more he was reminded of Prussia and how the latter was convinced that he'd known about 'West', and that the man in question expected him to believe it as well. He eventually glanced back up, quietly wording his next question in his mind before asking.

"Have you encountered anyone who has claimed that you know them, even when you yourself cannot recall?"

[zack_fair]

Maybe Roderich was playing along, or maybe Zack was slowly but surely getting through to him. It was a good thing that he hadn't known what brainwashing was before now (it wasn't a pleasant thing, and if he'd come from a place where that didn't exist, then that was for the best), but Zack wished the other patient never had to see its effects firsthand. And yet he knew even that was probably too much to ask.

He nodded when the man asked the first question, even if it was mainly an aside to himself. The fact that such a thing was even possible was scary enough, but Landel seemed to do it without much trouble at all. It was like he picked out a patient at random, messed around in their head, and then placed them somewhere to watch whatever ensued. Like they were wind-up toys.

Getting asked something else thankfully distracted him from that train of thought, and Zack glanced over with his bright eyes narrowed. It seemed to come out of nowhere, but clearly there was some sort of connection. For now, he'd just answer.

"Not that I can think of, but I've met people who are from a time way ahead of mine. To the point that some kid I knew when she was nine is now closer to twenty." It was still downright baffling when he thought about it too much, but Zack was luckily pretty good at adapting. For those who weren't, this place had to be tough.

[composers]

Austria hadn't expected Zack to take his question seriously, and so the moment it tumbled from his mouth he already regretted ever asking. But the aristocrat was surprised (and maybe even horrified, though he didn't reveal it) that the other man had an answer that could support such a wild idea. And even more shocking was the fact that Zack answered for the very issue he was facing, signifying that this may have not been as abnormal as he previously believed.

But what he was explaining was impossible! Something of that stature was too grand, too complex for anyone to reach and manipulate. Austria offered Zack a wary expression at that, continuing when he knew better than to ask.

"Correct me if I am wrong, but are you implying that time travel is a possibility?"

There had to be something else that was causing this, maybe an extension of that 'brainwashing' that the Head Doctor seemed so fond of. Because decades, maybe even centuries, had to have passed before the child he once new could transform into the toned man who claimed to be the same entity. Austria couldn't even begin to fathom how it could be done, and yet he couldn't believe even a part of him was considering it!

[zack_fair]

This conversation was getting more and more unbelievable, at least for the average person; if Roderich happened to be someone who came from a "normal" world, without monsters or evil corporations or silver-haired generals who wanted to destroy the world (though that was normal, in Zack's case), then it was no wonder that he was tripping up on every fact that he was giving him.

Still, they were facts, and Roderich was going to have to acknowledge that eventually, even if he didn't want to. Zack wondered if it might be better for them to take a seat after all, to sort through all this, but it was starting to look like the shift was nearing its end. In that case, he'd just have to explain as much as he could before the nurses broke them up.

"In a sense, yeah," he agreed. "Or, Landel can at least take people from different points and then bring them here, causing their times to clash." Or something like that. In his case, the fact that he'd died made it even more complicated, but he wasn't going to bring something like that up now. If he did, chances were Roderich would just term him legitimately crazy and leave it at that.

"I don't know if you were here when the doors were acting up, but I actually ended up back home then... except that it was years and years in the future." So much had been different, and so much still needed to be explained to him. Zack hoped he could track Cloud down soon.

[composers]

'Clashing' felt like an understatement at this point, where Austria couldn't begin to fathom how or why this was even happening. But was that why Prussia found familiarity in describing Ludwig as someone else? Was it because he, too, resided in a different 'point' in time where it'd become part of reality?

Had he decided to believe all of this without any ounce of doubt it would make sense in that regard. However, the aristocrat just couldn't bring himself to rely on this 'convenient' scapegoat, where the reasoning was far beyond otherworldly. While one could claim that his own existence was beyond most reasoning, it would've been nothing more than the ignorant assumptions of a human being. Those were simply facts he'd known, where the idea of 'nations' weren't supposed to be knowledge shared among the public.

"So it can be as simple as opening a door? Really?" However, before he could ask anything else aside from reciting what Zack said, the intercom abruptly came to life. Listening to the message, Austria sighed before readjusting his glasses.

"I suppose that is the end of it for now."